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You know...when I hurt you I do stupid stuff because I'm hurt...I'm not hurt because you hurt me, I'm hurt because I hurt you and I was an idiot and upset you. I love you so much, and the reason I'm so scared is because I'm afraid of fucking up with you. you're such a beautiful, incredible human being and I just want to try and give you that in return. I know I'm an idiot and stuff and I'm sorry. I love you with all of my heart and soul. my entire being I want to dedicate to you...I'm really really sorry