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Ok so! firstly warning, mentions of $H and $ewersl!de
I'm going to be taking a kinda break from wattpad, I'll login to check y'alls msgs and stuff but I won't be reading anything since I'm having mental health issues rn and lwk wanna explain so here I go!
basically firstly like I mentioned a day ago my parents r fighting again (like get a divorce please stop) they usually stop after a while but it's stressful
secondly there's this one of my ex friends, who we all stopped being friends with bc she was toxic and rude (like sybau), but before we were really good friends and i would vent to her and stuff
so today basically she leaked the fact that I used to be su!cidal !!! yay amazing I'm so happy. and i walked in and she fucking held up my wrist and moved my brackets which r there for a reason and said 'LOOK SHE EVEN HAS SCARS'
istg bitch i'm gonna bite you.
So now my class knows I'm mentally unstable and I'm getting pity!! (the exact thing I've been trying to avoid, attention and sympathy)
so I'm actually gonna fucking jump out the window I hate myself sm right now <3
but yeah that's all ily my pookies byeyyeye