-MULTIXSTAN

BESTIES READ MY UPDATE PLS

-MULTIXSTAN

oh yeah besties....that guy i posted ab a few days ago...yeah we don't talk anymore..his girlfriend told him to break ALL contact with me...besties i have cried like 537528529 times in the last 2 weeks...i'm heartbroken...

Uhwhoknows

@-MULTIXSTAN yeah that makes me think that his girlfriend noticed he was off. And treated you as more then a friend.. the insecurities are there for a reason.
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-MULTIXSTAN

so guysss it's been awhile since i posted but i have news! i like someone new...BUT it's a good thing because me and the guy are really close friends. he knows i like him, but the thing is, he has a girlfriend. but when he found out i liked him, he DID NOT stop talking to me...at all. we're too close as friends to ever stop talking over me having feelings for him. he's a freshman, just like the last guy was. i knew him for a few years because i was friends with his older brother who's in my grade. me and the guy (freshman) have a bit of history from a while ago..he had a crush on me and i didn't know, and i had a crush on him and he didn't know..until a few weeks ago when we walked to the vending machines at school. he was flat out honest about his past feelings and so was i, but ever since we started talking more, those feelings came back..so when my friend told him i liked him (it was the friday before i returned to school) i almost freaked out because i didn't want him to know knowing he had a girlfriend. she told me that when she told him, his response was good. apparently he said, "i would date her, but since she's a senior i wouldn't be able to see her." sadly, the day i returned to school, he wasn't there and i was so looking forward to seeing him again..but yesterday he was here and i thought it would've been awkward because i know he knows i like him. but when he saw me, he SMILED at me before going to the bathroom. when he came to our study hall table, he sat next to me, smiling once again, and asked how i was, how i did on quarantine and if i was happy to be back. then i went to the bathroom and texted my friend asking her to talk to him again before i left the bathroom. she ended up showing him the messages i sent her and she said HE SMILED AT THEM and when we all talked about squid game, he was staring at me the WHOLE ENTIRE TIME- he's always looking at me and smiling when i'm near him and i know he has a girlfriend. my friend thinks he likes me...help.

-MULTIXSTAN

@Uhwhoknows no.
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Uhwhoknows

@-MULTIXSTAN Damn. Sorry about that. Has he done anything or tried making a move on you maybe?
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-MULTIXSTAN

@Uhwhoknows nope.
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-MULTIXSTAN

i won't be posting about him anymore. thank you guys for all the support and advice, but it's over.

Uhwhoknows

Damn love. That’s tough. But I agree with you, it was better that it ended. He did do wrong he played with someone’s feelings which is messed up. You didn’t do anything wrong. You will find someone that WONT BE SO STUPID LIKE HIM TO LOSE YOU. It will get better might seem impossible now but soon you won’t even remember. You will look back and laugh at it you learn something new after each heartbreak. The one will show up when you least expect it. Do you queen focus on yourself right now. It was for the better, everything happens for a reason right? You might not see it now but trust me you will soon. But now self love is important. That someone will show up when you least expect them to and stop looking for them. They will like you for you. I mean come on, who wouldn’t like a confident badass independent queen.@-MULTIXSTAN
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-MULTIXSTAN

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@Uhwhoknows i really liked him and he knew i did so the fact he played with my feelings like that fucking hurt. i don't even sit at that lunch table anymore, i don't even talk to my cousin anymore bc of what she told me, yes ofc i miss calling him and what not but maybe it was the best to end it before it ended. i don't even talk to anyone in that friend group besides my two best friends. the other kid i liked at one point has the same study hall as me but gives me dirty ass looks and i wanna punch him in the face because he has no reason to give me those looks. i just don't understand what i did because i didn't do anything. the other kid did. NOT ME.
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Uhwhoknows

@Uhwhoknows hopefully don’t get banned for swearing
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