-Mochi-Chan-

Idk.. I kinda feel like I should delete my book, I don’t really like it and I hate the way I wrote it, I don’t really have motivation for it either. I kinda want to start doing twitter threads and maybe some Haikyuu x reader (SMAUS) on Tumblr maybe idrk... 

-Mochi-Chan-

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I AM A TEENAGER I’M ONLY 15 I SHOULDN’T BE HAVING TO RUN AROUND AFTER MY SIBLINGS DOING MY PARENTS JOB JUST BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BE LAZY. Yes I understand that sometimes parents need a break from their children, but when can I get a break? I’m always looking after them every single day from feeding and clothing and changing nappies. My only job is to make sure that my grades are up to where I want them to be, and make sure I’m happy with where my life is right now. But they want to make sure that they make THAT hard for me too! Telling me I don’t have time for ANYTHING but revising, that just makes me not want to revise AT ALL! they pressure me by telling me that where I am right now isn’t good enough for them. Ever since I was 12 I was told I didn’t have a choice in where my career went, that I “Had to be a doctor” and that I didn’t have a choice in the matter because it’s what they want me to be. My whole life practically revolves around their opinions and ideals my dad literally told me WORD FOR WORD “What you think doesn’t matter, but what I think does” and proceeds to call me “dumb” “stupid” “thick in the head” “fucking idiot” and there’s only so much I can take! I’m not allowed to decide if I want to get married, as soon as I hit like 23-25 I’m just going to be married off, I’m not even allowed to decide if I want kids, they’ve told me how many kids they want from me! My whole life has been planned out for me and i have to follow through with it because of fear of my parents. They force all of their ideals on me, Both their ideals and religious ideals they’ve forced them on me so much I don’t think I even believe in God anymore, it’s like it was created to make me unhappy! They don’t think about anyone else at all! They don’t blink an eye at the fact that I’m always unhappy to see them!

YEET_chick14

@-Mochi-Chan- no problem! If you feel like ranting or talking to someone message me! I'll be more than happy to offer you my support and advice :)) 
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-Mochi-Chan-

@YEET_chick14 thanks for your support and understanding!
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YEET_chick14

@-Mochi-Chan- that's what most parents do and my advice is don't listen to them. I know what you're gonna say "you think it's easy? ". No. No at all actually. It's not easy, it's VERY hard for you to do that's when someone brings you down and leaves you no choice. But you need to understand that's once you're an adult the have absolutely no say in what you do, from your personal life to your job. Everything you do in your life should be your decision and yours only! Forcing their beliefs and ideals on you, bringing you down mentally by insulting you your friends, your hobbies etc, pushing their responsibilities on you are all clear signs of toxic parents and if someone in your life is toxic, no matter who they are, walk away. For now all you can do is let them tell yoy whatever you want, but you should only try to aim for the future you want. A lot of people would say "talk to them", but the thing with toxic parents is that's they don't listen. It's their opinion and nothing else and that's a parent you shouldn't look up to. Just fight for what you love and do what you want, beacuae Noone should determine what you can and can't do! 
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-Mochi-Chan-

Someone help me I'm so f*cking scared there's 2 giant goddamn moths and I'm literally crying 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          SOMEONE COME AND KILL THEM 

nolongerinthisacc

@_Mochi_Chan_xx i hope they die too cuz i don't like them >~<
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-Mochi-Chan-

@-Cross-Chara- I probably have Entomophobia but yeah I'll just chuck my slippers at them and hope they die ‍♀️
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nolongerinthisacc

@_Mochi_Chan_xx l would but I'm scared of bugs, sowwy, but maybe hit it with a broom?
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-Mochi-Chan-

Is it okay for me to want to murder my family bc they are starting to get on my last nerve and I'm willing to become Itachi Uchiha

-Mochi-Chan-

@himichako honestly my dad's getting on last and final nerve before I have a breakdown and stab him  but I'm here if you ever need to talk 
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