The mourning Trash

Sorry I have been so busy. My Babushkas funeral was yesterday and the aftermath of the funeral was really long. Like all night, so I am saying sorry for being gone

I cant take this anymore. The most important person in my life just died. I cant take it! I was closer to her than Xander! I cant live without my Babushka... I need her back...

I'm so fucking done. My ex only liked me for my body, period. She went on a fucking rant about how I begged her for sex. I BROKE UP WITH HER BECAUSE THATS ALL SHE WANTED. What the fuck did I do? Spoke my mind and got out of a toxic situation, so yeah. Guess I'm single too bitch @bExTiEx 

Sometimes I wonder what I'm worth. I camt really tell who loves me for real anymore. I feel like I cant trust anything. I feel like people only like me for my money and my looks. It really hurts to be honest. Having to del with these thoughts. Just the joys of PTSD I guess

Hey guys... It's just been feeling like punch after punch has been coming my way. My brother is gone... He died in the hospital after a seizure... So I wont be posting anything for awhile... I just need someone to talk to... Please