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will you guys read a book if i start writing one?

HES SUCH A CUTIE i got distracted watching him in chem and ended up doodling him (im cooked chat)

i cant. will my little brother just shut up? hes such a brat. im fucking done with him and his bullshit and my parents coddling.

bro i remember this one time my old crush tried to lift me up a playlist bc he was convinced about how strong he was and he dropped me and i landed on my ass in front of like 30 little kids i was so embarrassed (mind you i weighed like 115 at the time so he was clearly just weak but i still wanted to shrivel up and die)

no one replies anymore :(

GUESS WHO JUST BURNED $100 ON OWLCRATE SPECIAL EDITIONS OF THE RAVEN CYCLE?!

"you need to talk to people about your feelings" yeah, well, when i do i get told im ridiculous, im stupid, i dont understand what im talking about. so why should i tell anyone? i get put down every time. im sick of bottling up my feelings, and im sick of never being valid enough. no one ever gets it. im done trying to make people understand. its pointless.

apparently wearing something off the shoulder / with lace makes me a whore. according to my mom i look like "ive fucked who knows how many men and im looking for more". i can't do this anymore. im sick of being slut shamed for exposing a sliver of my SHOULDER. i either look like a whore or a boy. there's no in between. im sick sick sick sick of this and fighting with my mom. i wish i was born a boy. im sick of being her daughter.

i think im in love again...........

i swear i feel like a model when i get over a sickness, finally shower, put on a cute outfit/makeup - i transform LMAO