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If you don’t let me suck your dick, I’m gonna kms - ???
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dear diary,
the constant thought of killing myself is eating me alive.
it follows me where ever I go.
every move I make urges me closer to it.
im tired.
i feel as though im constantly looked down upon.
i get treated worse than i deserve.
death has never seemed more comforting to me in years.
i was getting better.
i felt true happiness just for me to loose it as quick as i found it.
i cant remember the last time i genuinely smiled and it wasn't scripted.
im a mess.
the pure truth of living is slowly guiding me towards my death.
lines trail across my skin, some in patterns, others telling stories of pain.
the dark cycle of insecurities has returned.
i can never truly feel loved.
i can feel myself slowly edging closer to my death bed and i welcome it with open arms.
Simp-Chop
@-NORTHSTARSS- .. Chad :( Knowing how your feeling hurts me, because I can’t do anything but just tell you everything is going to be okay:(( This paragraph utterly makes me speechless with knowing how you feel I should’ve known better and text you everyday to know how u are But love your not alone, I’m always here no matter what Ups and downs idc I’ll always be here for u mi amor I’m proud of you for even staying here with me and others, living and at least using the last strength you got !! The dark side may come back but I know if you got out of it on once, I know you can leave it again and be you! It’ll take time and pain but I believe in you!! Because your so special and important to me. And I don’t want anything to hurt you ever again. Death isn’t ready for u, you might not believe that but trust me Death isn’t the right thing right now. So please Chad… believe in yourself once more :)) I love you
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Love hurts xx
Simp-Chop
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PRINCESS!!!
I hope you have a beautiful day like you amor <3
Simp-Chop
Chad….
I never knew I was gonna say this :0
But uhh
Teehee
:)
I love you my darling :)….. LIKE SM
Simp-Chop
Your always on my mind Chad :^
Gotta start paying rent
Like you on a bestie file… that’s a big file-
I love you wifeyy!!!!
Simp-Chop
You make me feel like a fool waiting for you
:)
ILY CHADD
Simp-Chop
Omg chad
Will you be my valentines???!!!! Like wifey
Simp-Chop
OMG I LOVEEEE YOUUU SM!!!
LIKE TE AMO
AND LIKE….. SEAL
Simp-Chop
Stayin up thinking about you :0
BESTIE YOU LIVE IN MY HEAD RENT FREE *angry*
Gotta pay up
Anyways goodnight chaddd :)