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I wonder how you’re doing, are there any moments where you think of me? My best memories were with you back then. 
          Why did it have to end up with us not talking anymore?  Remember our song we used to dance to? I never hear it anymore since it reminds me of you so much.
          I sometimes feel upset when I remember the times we said we were gonna meet up, we planned our reactions and on how we were gonna stay together forever, I miss you so much.
          You were my bsf and I will never forget that. I hope one day you randomly get on this app again and read this. I’ll be back one day to see if you ever text back. - pri

Wanted to say that life has been going okay, it’s been a while since I’ve thought about you. ‍♀️ today I guess was the day I wanted to.
          I’ve changed now and Ive been in many relationships and weird talking stages (lol) 
          I made new friends and went through drama time to time. My breakup with the guy you remember went horrible lmao but I matured in the end. I don’t remember why I called you Chad but I guess I just did. I hope you remember me and I wish one day you can tell me how your life is going.
          I have a dog now and I’m never on this app but I come back randomly to check if you text. I’m upset that this app made our messages disappear so now I can’t go back and see our good memories. I live somewhere new and I have a new best friend who is wonderful! I still wish you were in my life Chad. I hope one day the world can reunite us.  - From your favorite pork chop or pri :)

I still think about you Chad 

If you don’t let me suck your dick, I’m gonna kms - ???

dear diary, 
          
          the constant thought of killing myself is eating me alive. 
          it follows me where ever I go.
          every move I make urges me closer to it.
          im tired.
          
          i feel as though im constantly looked down upon.
          i get treated worse than i deserve.
          death has never seemed more comforting to me in years.
          
          i was getting better.
          i felt true happiness just for me to loose it as quick as i found it.
          i cant remember the last time i genuinely smiled and it wasn't scripted.
          im a mess.
          
          the pure truth of living is slowly guiding me towards my death.
          lines trail across my skin, some in patterns, others telling stories of pain.
          the dark cycle of insecurities has returned.
          i can never truly feel loved.
          
          i can feel myself slowly edging closer to my death bed and i welcome it with open arms.

Love hurts xx

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PRINCESS!!!
          
          I hope you have a beautiful day like you amor <3

Chad….
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I never knew I was gonna say this :0
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
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          I love you my darling :)….. LIKE SM

Your always on my mind Chad :^
          Gotta start paying rent 
          
          Like you on a bestie file… that’s a big file-
          
          I love you wifeyy!!!!

You make me feel like a fool waiting for you
          :) 
          
          ILY CHADD