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I woke up today and contemplated my entire fucking life and it's not even funny how miserable it sounded to me. I haven't been able to properly meet up with my friends for two years now. Studying to get a degree that I don't even want. Every time I leave my bedroom, my parents complain about me not studying. I start the day thinking 'what tf am I doing with my life'. I know there are people out there who have it worse than me but I just can't help but feel like this is not what I am supposed to be doing. Honestly, even everyday tasks like eating seem like a hassle nowadays. I just wish this would be over soon