I'm a terrible person, it happens every time. I LOVE so to much and I hurt them I hurt them every time. I tried to ignore feelings but they came back. I'm sorry. I've ruining the some of the only two people I care about. I feel terrible. It's sad.. I care about them so much I'd do anything for them... I would even die for them if it meant they would live or be happy. But I'm just making them sad, I'm making her sad... I've made her think I don't care and that she's a replacement. Little does she know she's the one I'm worried about losing the most... LITTLE does she know I grew feelings for her but I don't want to ruin this friendship but does she still care... I've hurt her so much I'm feel terrible... I want to die because of it... her happiness is one of my top priorities and I hurt her... I'm causing her pain. It's my fault..... what do I do?