-Pixie0pie-

@-Pixie0pie- Thanks a lot for this Beel, really needed to hear this from her once. Also Azz, please don't apologize. It's your own choice and I hope it's for your own good. I'm so thankful for you bcuz you have kept me going many times when I thought no one read my stories. I'll always be here on wp and on insta both, so please consider leaving a message whenever you feel bored or like talking. Even though I don't have enough time bcuz of my classes and all, I will try to complete deep and dark for you! If you are ever re-reading the books, please drop a small comment or vote, just for letting me know you were there. Again, I'll miss you lots babes, kissesss to you luv<3
            
            Alsooo bestt luck to Beel, have fun readingg cutie!

@horanghoessss hello, so this is me, you can call me beel or whatever else you might want to. She misses you a lot, and she's mentioned that she loved your books too, and had a kind of sweet bond with you. I'm sure you miss her too so here's a message she's sent. 
            
            
            [ Heyyy sweetheart, hope you're all good, i couldn't put any message on your mb because there was some sort of malfunction but I'm so sorry that I had to leave like this. I wished I could've approached you before and read your stories once again and then said goodbye. But this is it i guess? I hope you continue to achieve more success and become the best version of yourself. I'll always be there (in form of my cousin) to support you and root for you!
            Sending you a lots of love,
            Yours' Azz<3.    ]

@the8buddy hey there, so this is me, just call me beel or whatever else you might want to. You should know that zizi misses you a lot too and she's got a message for you. You're one of those people she mentioned to me and I'm grateful because I love your books too:) 
            
            
            
            
            [  hey dear buddy, I hope this news wasn't too much to be handled. I've been crying the whole night about this and wishing that I'd connect with you guys sooner. I read your messages and that's exactly what made me even more heartbroken. 
            But as I've mentioned before, my cousin loves your writing and she looks forward to reading more of it. I really wished that i could've stayed longer too. It's not gonna be easy but i had to do it and I'm glad you understand. Just know that I'll always love you, and always root for you. 
            Sending you a lots of love,
            Yours' Azz <3. ]

@-Pixie0pie- Hi sorry for the late reply^^
            I hope azzy is better now and thatsvhe reached safely. Im missing her a lot but I guess I have to make peace with this now:')
            Ah why thankyou. You're really cute ^^
            Hope you have fun reading here yeah!

@sxnglvie it's nice meeting you too:) 
            
            I'm surely gonna let her know about this, you don't have to worry too much. She's said this thing that she's trying to process that she'd not be able have chats with you anymore, and that's just making her really sad. Honestly Zizi doesn't get much gloomy over things but I think you two were really close. she says she misses two people the most and you are one of them. 
            
            It's okay you don't gotta thank me for this, this is just the bare minimum i can do for you. I'm gonna try to console her but let's just give her some space. 
            I'm glad she's found someone like you. You seem like a really nice person :D

Hi beel. It's nice to meet you:)
            I understand that I can't communicate with azzy a lot now, thank you for conveying this message to her. If it's not a lot, I would just want to ask one favor from you. Please tell azzy to not be too hard on herself. I'm really sad to know she was crying over this. It's okay life happens, I'm not mad at her over anything. It would never happen. Just tell her that regardless of whatever made her leave, I shall always miss her and that all I hope is that she's happy and healthy. That's all that matters. Tell her to cheer up and that even if it takes forever, I'll wait for her to get on insta (and it's okay if she never does that, I'll just silently remember her in my heart) 
            
            Thankyou beel for this message, I hope I'm not being over bearing by asking this, just please let her know that she doesn't have to feel bad at all. I wish her all the best :(

Reading this honestly crushed my heart. More than just losing your presence on this platform, I’m really worried about you, and I’m holding onto the hope that you’re doing okay and just taking a well deserved break. Please, if you ever need someone to talk to without any judgment whatsoever, know that I’m always here for you. I have an instagram account, you could pop in using a temporary profile just for an hour if you ever want to chat. I’m not asking for anything else, I just want the peace of mind of knowing you’re safe and well. And even if it’s just a quick check-in from your cousin’s phone every now and then, please let us know how you are. It’s so hard for me to process this because you’ve been one of my absolute favorite readers and someone who has been so truly dear to me for years. Your support has meant the world, and I would have loved nothing more than to have you here with me until the very last chapter. But as painful as it is, I respect your decision and know I have to accept it

I'm having to write the messages all separately cuz they exceeded the max limit lmfao T_T
            Now coming to the end of this, I'm so sorry everyone. Jokes aside, I'm really so sorry that I can't stay longer than this to see y'all's replies. But maybe just maybe I will view them and send replies, but that'll be my cousin responding.
            
            Once again, sorry for leaving so abruptly:( 
            
            And to my dearest friends(aka my first buddies, besties and sisters);;
            @sxnglvie 
            @AveryJohnsonOriginal 
            @lalalalalahanniehae
            @serenehoon
            @horanghoessss
            @shua_methemoney
            @Slyfoxx_27 
            You all were my favorite hello, and you'll always be my hardest goodbye :) 

Special farewell for my lovely @the8buddy -  I somehow just can't post anything on your mb so that's why I'm mentioning you here. I'm so sorry for leaving halfway I'm gonna miss out on tmd's ending and your future masterpieces, and trust me, that's crushing me alive. But why tf am i even talking about your books first of all, I'm gonna be missing YOU so much. So so so fucking much.
            But yk, you shouldn't worry about not receiving my comments on your books because my cousin is a huge fan of your books too, and she absolutely loves TMD. Anyways, You should know that I'll always love you♡ goodbye my dear lovely author!