written-in_the-stars

Darling I miss you more than you could ever imagine. 
          I miss you more than there are stars in the sky. 
          I miss your warmth, I miss your smiles, I miss your soft kisses. 
          I miss you more than anyone ever could. 
          I know that's hard to believe. 
          Niccy tells me I have to get over it.. But no one understands. 
          Nightmares haunt me when I close my eyes.
          I cry just hearing our song 
          I can't watch my favourite movie without sobbing.
          And I still haven't seen one picture of your beautiful face.
          I'm done begging people to be here or to talk to me. 
          I bet people think I just want attention.
          But honestly I really do want to die, Will. 
          I want to be with you again. 
          You can see how hard I'm trying, can't you? 
          You can see how hard it's been. 
          I lost my job. 
          I lost 10 pounds from not eating.
          I can't sleep at night.. 
          Will I don't know how much longer I'll last.