I'm sick

Anyone?

Anyone up for a rp..? I mean literally anyone I don't give a shit if its smut or ocs or stuff like naruto or Jojo's bizarre adventures

Hey...

Mommy?? 

I'M GOING FUCKING INSANE!!!!!

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Also my new name is Kip

Ok so uhm update.. I feel a lot better about myself after finding out I'm not going to hell for being gay, I have a headache, my new transparent flower robe is fucking fabulous, I'm a demi-boy, my pronouns are he/him and they/them, and I am also bisexual. My friend tri and I are rping again and God has truly blessed me today. 
          
          You know, for me it's the little things God does for me to make my day not as bad that really make me love him.

All... All my friends are gone....
          
          
          No one's left.....
          
          Everyone left me....
          
          Why did they leave me.... 
          
          All I have left are new people... New friends.... 
          
          I miss them....
          
          Not like saying it will do anything though..... 
          
          Maybe I... Am meant to be left behind.....
          
          Maybe I was created to be a passing chapter in their stories of life.... 
          
          I miss them....
          
          No wonder they left me.... I'm too much to handle....
          
          I let my past chapters carry on into my new ones.....

Random thing my cousin said: 
          
          "It’s like, someone bending over and saying “come on” and then there’s something standing off to the side with a gun pointed at your head"