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ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇ ʏᴇᴛ?
          
          I don't understand how you all put up with me honestly.
          
          
          I'm fucking tired, mentally. I hate where I am. My whole situation, no one understands me here. My mother is supportive but deadass told me "Boys don't wear makeup." My brother hits me everyday. It's so fucking toxic and I want out. 
          I want my dad...
          Even if hes an asshole I know he will love and support me no matter what. and he'll protect me. 
          
          I just want my dad.
          
          He's so far away.
          
          I want my other brother too. Sure He was a miscarriage but I want My little brother. I want to hug my best friends and just cry and try to get them to help me. But I'm scared If I do they'll call the police and I wont ever get to see my mom and dad ever again. I don't want that I love them so so so much..
          
          I miss my dad! and my other friends! I just need an actual person to talk to me and understand instead of covering it with their problems. 
          
          If I start adding angst to my roleplays. Im probably Venting the stuff I want to do to myself.