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my friend just came out to me as trans and i fully support them but im terrified that im going to accidentally misgender him or deadname him oh god

like do you really need to do this?
          
          things were going great for me
          i was so happy
          and you just had to ruin it didn't you?
          like god stop manipulating me into thinking you're the only one who will actually like me when really all you do is call me crude things and hurt me.
          do you not realize you're killing me?
          do you not realize you've lead me to believe that i need you?

damn maybe i should just die 

does she really have to bring it up
          
          
          wow you have more cuts than me and have said it many times almost purposely trying to get people to ask 
          
          like jesus im iver here trying not to relapse because ive been doing so godd and you just make it so hard not please stop its hurting me

fuck why am i jealous like i shouldnt be ugh i should die

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bro maybe my father is bipolar OR HAS BPD

also i really miss talking to [REDACTED] like we went from talking everyday to barely talking and she seems mad but i feel lukeif i ask her she might turn me down and i feel really bad because ive been really busy hanging out with friends and i just feel so bad u wish i could see her and give her so many huggl3s and smooches my god i live her sm but i dont want to freak her out like god i have suck a huge crush on her but she has a gf and thats kinda a bug problem and sometimes i feel dirty because she calls me all those cute petnames and i live it but she. has.a gf. anyways im sad and gonna go get fat w some oreos

omfg like i miss people but i dont

yk this is really just because ive read too many twt aus smh