/ nobody ever wants to talk about real things anymore and it makes me sad T_T
like I can tell you rn that I have one online friend who I can talk to about anything. even online I feel like I’m putting on a facade, or it’s just me sometimes..? I get it, I overthink, nobody is perfect.
but then again, nobody wants to hear anyone complain, right? that’s how people are taught, how we think in society but I hate that. I just want to talk about my narcissistic, ableist professor for a minute and genuinely feel like someone cares.
like if you think about it, as a neurodivergent person, I personally feel more comfortable and connected to people who show interest and want to spend time with me. not talk all about themselves, or vice versa where they’re just asking so many questions about me and getting to know me. I need me my happy medium :(
and no, that’s does NOT mean I like you romantically. I can’t even count how many times people thought I was showing interest for the wrong reasons, when I’m just trying to be a nice human being? I’m taken too, btw. it’s weird how so many people think that since someone is nice they’re romantically interested.
buuuttt anyways, there’s my rant. thank you for reading of you did. I have a lot of insight on a lot of things and I feel as though there are not enough people that recognize that. peace out lovelies <3