meow

errrr hi guys i just got home from the mental hoptal ! 

guys this is so silly (no it isnt)

so what do cis men not understand ab the fact that i do not appreciate unsolicited dick videos?

i keep forgetting i even have wattpad, i work to muvh smh

um so why'd my bf leave me lmao

apologies in advanced for just dumping this here. i'm not out irl (family would not be acceting) and the only person i feel comfortable coming out to no longer talks to me and hates my guts but i fear if i do not tell someone i will go physically insane and probably like die or something idk

update! i have begun the early phases of my writing process!! ^^
          unsure of who it'll be about but I have a basic plot & will most likely be adding some trans elements, as it's easier for me to write things when they involve my own personal experiences and feelings ^^

thinking of writing some hannigram stuff but idk, lmk what y'all think

man i'm yapping a lot, but, also, just some general life updates & whatnot
          
          general cw(?): chronic illness, agoraphobia, medication, sh (being clean specifically)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          - i've been diagnosed with hypermobile ehlers danlos syndrome! it's not a fun diagnosis but it does give me closure on my severe joint pain issues
          - i was extremely agoraphobic for a while, broke out of my shell a lot more over the last year, hoping to get back to being a lot more active here & on my tumblr (0h_starv1ng, not an ed thing, it's car seat headrest i promise)
          - creativity has been shit bc of the medications im on, but starting to feel more motivation again
          - have a boyfriend, not out to him or much of anyone yet (my gender is always something ive struggled with, just recently felt confident in it, & even then im still struggling a lot)
          - i have been clean for a really long time!! the last time i was super active here i was never clean (due in part to how i was being treated by my ex). i've been clean for almost a year now!
          
          if i can think of anything else i'll add on but yeah!

anyways now that im back idk what to write erm so prompts r appreciated