-SicklySweet-

I hope all my Canadian followers enjoyed their thanksgiving holidays if they celebrate.
          	
          	Continuing along, I don't know how to even put this into sentences, it's still so fresh in my mind. I had intended to make an update for my books, but so much had happened.
          	
          	VERY DETAILED FROM HERE DOWN- WARNING! Death -
          	
          	On thanksgiving morning, at 5:45, I witnessed my grandma having a stroke. Anyone who reads the Vincent crime family series knows that 'Nonna' was modeled after my own grandmother, and I was close with her.
          	
          	For the first time in my life, I saw someone die. She died in my mother's arms. She was gone almost instantly, and I had to use CPR that I learned in highschool. I never thought it would be something I would have to do. I never thought that those would be my last minutes with her. There so much more I would have said to her if I had known that was the last time I would be speaking to her.
          	
          	We did everything we could, and it still feels like it's not enough. I know this is normal too. No one could have done anything.
          	
          	My grandmother died in her 70th year, just shy of her birthday, her 50th wedding anniversary, and so many more holidays.
          	
          	We spent our thanksgiving in morning, but we did what she would have wanted us to do, and we still had thanksgiving dinner, we brought together our friends and family, and we ate in her honour. It's what she would have done, and it was what was right. I was taught that no one spends a holiday alone, and we've always welcomed our neighbors to our dinners. This year was sad, hard and different, but we continued her tradition.
          	
          	I think I've rattled on enough now,
          	
          	Julian.
          	

Sziislyd52

@-SicklySweet- my condoleances, so Sorry to hear that, I really understand what you are going through.   My grand-mothers past away that same Thanksgiving Sunday, she was 103 years old, it was just 1 day after my father's funeral. It is very hard, just take care of yourself.
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gnesSzsz6

@-SicklySweet- I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my mother 1 year ago so I know the feeling. It's very hard now and it will be hard later too but don't give up and it will be easier someday
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deniellepodraza

@-SicklySweet- I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you love and peace
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-SicklySweet-

I hope all my Canadian followers enjoyed their thanksgiving holidays if they celebrate.
          
          Continuing along, I don't know how to even put this into sentences, it's still so fresh in my mind. I had intended to make an update for my books, but so much had happened.
          
          VERY DETAILED FROM HERE DOWN- WARNING! Death -
          
          On thanksgiving morning, at 5:45, I witnessed my grandma having a stroke. Anyone who reads the Vincent crime family series knows that 'Nonna' was modeled after my own grandmother, and I was close with her.
          
          For the first time in my life, I saw someone die. She died in my mother's arms. She was gone almost instantly, and I had to use CPR that I learned in highschool. I never thought it would be something I would have to do. I never thought that those would be my last minutes with her. There so much more I would have said to her if I had known that was the last time I would be speaking to her.
          
          We did everything we could, and it still feels like it's not enough. I know this is normal too. No one could have done anything.
          
          My grandmother died in her 70th year, just shy of her birthday, her 50th wedding anniversary, and so many more holidays.
          
          We spent our thanksgiving in morning, but we did what she would have wanted us to do, and we still had thanksgiving dinner, we brought together our friends and family, and we ate in her honour. It's what she would have done, and it was what was right. I was taught that no one spends a holiday alone, and we've always welcomed our neighbors to our dinners. This year was sad, hard and different, but we continued her tradition.
          
          I think I've rattled on enough now,
          
          Julian.
          

Sziislyd52

@-SicklySweet- my condoleances, so Sorry to hear that, I really understand what you are going through.   My grand-mothers past away that same Thanksgiving Sunday, she was 103 years old, it was just 1 day after my father's funeral. It is very hard, just take care of yourself.
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gnesSzsz6

@-SicklySweet- I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my mother 1 year ago so I know the feeling. It's very hard now and it will be hard later too but don't give up and it will be easier someday
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deniellepodraza

@-SicklySweet- I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you love and peace
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ilovemurder123

Hi! I want to read that Mafia series that has like, eleven books, but I just wanted to know if I had to read them in order or not.

Sammy200000

It’s better to read them in order, that’s how I first read them either way they are all worth the read
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Equidaem

@ilovemurder123 I had started from book 7 as I hadn't realised it is a series. however I have now read them countless times in order and it gives you that extra bit of understanding.
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missykel88

@missykel88  also if you do read these's books there is a story that is called salvation and it part-takes between book 7 and book 8 so once you read book 7 I would read salvation then continue to book 8
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-SicklySweet-

Hey!  
          
          So you might be wondering where I have been, and I have a few answers to that. 
          1) I started college. 
          2) my special needs cat passed away, and I'm struggling. 
          3) my grandfather was admitted to the hospital and is facing potential limb removal. 
          
          All in all, I have been emotionally drained. Know I am working on an update for this weekend. Thank you for your understanding. 

thedark09moon

@-SicklySweet- Hey, I hope you know how strong you are. Sending you hugs, loads of love and kisses. You will get through this 
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Im_a_gay_mushroom13

@-SicklySweet- I hope your doing well make sure to take care of your self❤️ Update when ever you can don’t worry
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Brandonhaines87

@-SicklySweet- I hope your grandfather is okay now. Love the Vincent Crime Family Series. I have already read 1-9 twice and number 10 once I think that the whole series is superb. I know losing your cat is hard. Cause I lost my dog of 14 years in 2017. and I still miss him.
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JayQ97

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Hello, what happened to Paging doctor asshole ?? Is it deleted for good or it will be posted once you are done with it ? 

LunaLillie

@JayQ97 I can't recall the name of the author, but all their stories have been removed.
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-SicklySweet-

@JayQ97 Hi, I believe you have me confused for another author, I have never had a book with that title. Thanks! 
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