💙🌹SillyGubby🌹💙

Butchers vanity is so real

HIII I'M BACK RRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The bad apple in my playlist keeps EDGING the song I just wanna SINGGG

WHY IS IT SNOWING PLEASE ITS ALMOST APRIL

Guess who forgot again...

FAHHH i forgot to post a chapter- tommorow I PROMISE

Hah crying over a boy... Pathetic... At least he didn't invalidate my feelings and we worked through it.... I feel like trash for expressing myself now though, why am I such a doormat. He was in the wrong yet I'm probably feeling more sorry than him. 
          
          God I need to grow a backbone for once.

When your the enemy of allie mcandrews! You're like a total pariah. 
          When you're the enemy of Allie McAndrews! Your life is over and you fit, All the criteria for social Siberia
          When you're the enemy of Alliе McAndrews, You might as well be in high school hеll!

Sighhh can my mom just shbau
          
          "This is the second time you tried to argue with me in minutes!!!" okay your making your daughter whos massively sleep deprived who only hears yelling and screaming in the morning who has to keep track of so many things because you refuse to remember shit atp your daughter who is neurodivergent and is know to blurt out things before thinking or adjusting her tone do a part of your own job of cleaning up your table and yet its dastardly if I question why you want me to use the not as good smelling spray, I ask why do I have to get a new paper towel when the one im using is still perfectly fine. 
          
          You know I notice I ask why a lot and never get a genuine answer anymore. All I get is being yelled at for a question. The same type of question you used to defend. 
          
          But just keep acting like you’re the perfect teacher. Keep complaining about everyone else in your life (and getting mad at me when I don't listen anymore). And most importantly keep making me hate the fact that you can give more kindness and empathy to a kid you've know for 1 year then the kid you made yourself.
          
          In the end you'll be in an urn I thrown in the river.

The urdge to be a mother/big sister to everyone-