Mishkiya

@-vanillamoon How about your studies btw, magenta? your boards are coming soon, right?

@-vanillamoon College is finished. I am supposed to go to universities now, hehe. But that's changed, i mean back when the admission forms were out, my family's financial conditions were bad. my father and i decided i should try a course rather than carrying on with the general studies. actually after college, Bangladesh's general way of studies are kinda bad. as in, you don't get much out of it except the certificate. so I'm kind of hanging right now. but alhamdulillah, it'll get better by next year. you can say I'm in sort of a break.

@CrescentRays 
            stuff is messed up here but alhamdulilah quite okay 

@CrescentRays 
            yes and right at this moment of life I have so much going on (relatives.) like I don't already have so much stress about 12th. I hope things get fine soon, the future seems blur :( take care you too I love you too. how are you now?

@esmerayzn awwh magenta, I under you are in so much pressure. that's so so bad. and of course, I'll be praying for you too, may Allah help you, please take care of yourself, don't fall sick, love you lots ♥️

@CrescentRays 
            hey I will. I'm sorry I never got time to reply to your texts, I've been having very busy schedule ): 8 hours of coaching, 5 hours of studying, 8 hours of sleep (cuz or else I cant function the whole day). that leaves me with no time even for myself T_T I'm sorry. please know, you're in my prayers. keep me in yours

@CrescentRays  
            yes I know that. how is the situation now? I heard she flew away? 

@esmerayzn because they're protesting against the current government, especially for the prine minister to step down. she has been on the post of prime minister for nearly twenty years now, and she has ruined the country, there are so many things included, I can't explain all the things at a time, to simply say, she has messed up Bangladesh in a very big bad way. so finally we are protesting, and she keeps going on making drama, acting innocent. she's a tyrant.

@CrescentRays 
            omg good morning.
            my only question is why? why are they killing the youth of your country. May Allah keep all of you safe. every other group of people on right path are being treated like pale stine. awful. please be at home safe. I really pray things get alright soon  ❤️

@esmerayzn Your school was always the worst, i hate it ): gives you literal trauma. so much pressure.

@CrescentRays 
            I will in depth reply to all your texts, right now I actually don't have much time. I came back from school in the EVENING. T_T all the best for your next exam !! ❤️

though i somehow did finish within time and answered all the questions, alhamdulillah. I think I'll manage to get over A. Next exam is Bengali 2nd Paper tomorrow. and I'll say what i always say. BENGALI GRAMMAR IS SO FREAKING HARD AND IT SUCKS.

awww aww awwhhh, you're too sweet magenta, took sweeettt ameen ameen

@CrescentRays 
            inshallah, we will meet in jannah if not here ❤️

@CrescentRays 
            thank you my love this is soo sweet qalbii. May Allah bless you with lots, lots of everything good. happiness, success, good health, long life, lots of rewards, peace, comfort, safety, wealth, and excellence! ♡ I love love love love you so much too!!!! ❤️ always will be my one of the top most favorite beings in the world <3 

@esmerayzn I love youuuu

@esmerayzn It's okayyy, don't say sorry. woah that's so good, alhamdulillah. I miss winning awards. I mean how many did i even win, maybe two, three? My kindergarten years earned me Sympathetic rewards (boxes, literally blue boxes)that you get when you lose in a sports event lol.

@CrescentRays 
            oh noo that was the politest way you could give an advice don't worry and it does make sense too. ❤️❤️❤️ thank you for guiding me cyanie ⚘️

@esmerayzn every single time when i try think of reason to stop hating people, They give a thousand more to hate them. i get too drown into this sometimes and get a lot impatient, rageful. I watch cute babies and cat reels on instagram then. I mean, i am serious, it kinda helps when you want to cool down.

@esmerayzn Ya Allah, Astaghfirullah. I hate that, i can't explain how much i hate it magenta. Back then when i was small, Some people did it on my father and he got sicker and sicker day by day. how much more hideous and disgusting can people be. To trade their imaan with shaitan for worldly means? That's inhumane, there's really nothing human about that. Allah, i hope your family gets totally fine very soon. What about you magenta? are you okay?? Please take care of yourselves and be fine.

@CrescentRays 
            I didnt even get eidi! T_T 
            
            I relate so much I want to kil! a bunch right now because of how UGH can people be. yuck.
            
            oh just my relatives, they're getting out of hand out of everything they're indulging in bl@ck m@gic shit towards us. yes can you think of a worse thing you can do to yourself and others? how cheap and lame and disgusting. I feel like crying when I think of how much bad they have done. i always think about do they not fear Allah to drown their iman this much? 
            
            everyone is not actually fine, my mother is sick since my mother's sister cursed on her face when she was in india, my father too has so much pressure it's like he's always having hurdles. my brother alhamdulilah he's fine but he did have severe pain the same day she cursed my mother. so yeah it's very messed up right now but trusting in Allah is all we can ever do yea
            
            how are you though? how is your family?

@CrescentRays 
            oh rightt I got confused 

@esmerayzn they haven't started yet. boards will begin from 30th june hehe.

@CrescentRays 
            how are your exams going??

@esmerayzn yass, I'll be here for almost two months. The boards will take so long this time. I never gave exams for this long of a period :(

@CrescentRays 
            aww yayyyy then she will forget about it

@esmerayzn bookishh??? nahh, it's the opposite, a mess. I don't know how to get out of this. But i am in my village right now :D so it's peaceful for a while.

@CrescentRays 
            that's okayyy trust me no worries. 
            
            IKR it's like I've known you for longer. Happy 3 years I love you stay blessed and safe and happy and succeed in life ❤️❤️❤️ 

@CrescentRays 
            rightt so hectic. I just wanna hibernate and never wake up. thank you love <3 May Allah bless you

@CrescentRays 
            simply. she's cute