-SonshineMomlight

You're the light of my life, my hope. I love you more than anything in this world. Happy 2 years jaan.

-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays how're you?

CrescentRays

@-vanillamoon How are your studies going? everyone good in your family?
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CrescentRays

@-vanillamoon Alhamdulillah I'm doing good too. I am done with Hsc long ago. so these days just being lazy. Everything is going quite nice. I'm praying for a job by the beginning of 2025.
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            hello cyan! ♡ 
            I'm doing fine Alhamdulilah, there has been alot alot going on though like school, family, health etc. so I couldn't get back to you :( I hope you are doing good! ❤️ let me know what's up <3 
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays btw siva wanted to talk to you, do I give her your acc? i forgot to reply to her and also thought I should ask you beforehand 

-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            yes and right at this moment of life I have so much going on (relatives.) like I don't already have so much stress about 12th. I hope things get fine soon, the future seems blur :( take care you too I love you too. how are you now?
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn awwh magenta, I under you are in so much pressure. that's so so bad. and of course, I'll be praying for you too, may Allah help you, please take care of yourself, don't fall sick, love you lots ♥️
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            hey I will. I'm sorry I never got time to reply to your texts, I've been having very busy schedule ): 8 hours of coaching, 5 hours of studying, 8 hours of sleep (cuz or else I cant function the whole day). that leaves me with no time even for myself T_T I'm sorry. please know, you're in my prayers. keep me in yours
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays how are your exams going?

-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays  
            yes I know that. how is the situation now? I heard she flew away? 
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn because they're protesting against the current government, especially for the prine minister to step down. she has been on the post of prime minister for nearly twenty years now, and she has ruined the country, there are so many things included, I can't explain all the things at a time, to simply say, she has messed up Bangladesh in a very big bad way. so finally we are protesting, and she keeps going on making drama, acting innocent. she's a tyrant.
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            omg good morning.
            my only question is why? why are they killing the youth of your country. May Allah keep all of you safe. every other group of people on right path are being treated like pale stine. awful. please be at home safe. I really pray things get alright soon  ❤️
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn I gave the first exam of HSC boards yesterday. Bengali was so hard, i mean UNBELIEVABLY hard for the subject itself. And not just the question paper, adjusting with the time was even harder. like how am i supposed to write 40+ pages while mentally preparing the literature  and way to express the words! it's harder than english huff. and the poems, those are hard to pull meaning out of, and in every question, they pull out a line and asks ‘what do you understand by this line? How do you think this line affects the patriotism of the poet? try to explain the depth of the author's emotions’ Grhhhh.

CrescentRays

@esmerayzn Your school was always the worst, i hate it ): gives you literal trauma. so much pressure.
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            I will in depth reply to all your texts, right now I actually don't have much time. I came back from school in the EVENING. T_T all the best for your next exam !! ❤️
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CrescentRays

though i somehow did finish within time and answered all the questions, alhamdulillah. I think I'll manage to get over A. Next exam is Bengali 2nd Paper tomorrow. and I'll say what i always say. BENGALI GRAMMAR IS SO FREAKING HARD AND IT SUCKS.
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn May Allah increase your lifetime and protect you from all the evil. I pray May Allah increase you in status, knowledge and wealth. I hope you get a peaceful and happy life magenta, you be fine and safe please. i love you so muchh. you're so preciousss ♥️

CrescentRays

awww aww awwhhh, you're too sweet magenta, took sweeettt ameen ameen
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            inshallah, we will meet in jannah if not here ❤️
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            thank you my love this is soo sweet qalbii. May Allah bless you with lots, lots of everything good. happiness, success, good health, long life, lots of rewards, peace, comfort, safety, wealth, and excellence! ♡ I love love love love you so much too!!!! ❤️ always will be my one of the top most favorite beings in the world <3 
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays  5 days?? omgg

CrescentRays

@esmerayzn It's okayyy, don't say sorry. woah that's so good, alhamdulillah. I miss winning awards. I mean how many did i even win, maybe two, three? My kindergarten years earned me Sympathetic rewards (boxes, literally blue boxes)that you get when you lose in a sports event lol.
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            oh noo that was the politest way you could give an advice don't worry and it does make sense too. ❤️❤️❤️ thank you for guiding me cyanie ⚘️
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn EID MUBARAKKK ♥️♥️♥️

CrescentRays

@esmerayzn every single time when i try think of reason to stop hating people, They give a thousand more to hate them. i get too drown into this sometimes and get a lot impatient, rageful. I watch cute babies and cat reels on instagram then. I mean, i am serious, it kinda helps when you want to cool down.
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn Ya Allah, Astaghfirullah. I hate that, i can't explain how much i hate it magenta. Back then when i was small, Some people did it on my father and he got sicker and sicker day by day. how much more hideous and disgusting can people be. To trade their imaan with shaitan for worldly means? That's inhumane, there's really nothing human about that. Allah, i hope your family gets totally fine very soon. What about you magenta? are you okay?? Please take care of yourselves and be fine.
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-vanillamoon

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@CrescentRays 
            I didnt even get eidi! T_T 
            
            I relate so much I want to kil! a bunch right now because of how UGH can people be. yuck.
            
            oh just my relatives, they're getting out of hand out of everything they're indulging in bl@ck m@gic shit towards us. yes can you think of a worse thing you can do to yourself and others? how cheap and lame and disgusting. I feel like crying when I think of how much bad they have done. i always think about do they not fear Allah to drown their iman this much? 
            
            everyone is not actually fine, my mother is sick since my mother's sister cursed on her face when she was in india, my father too has so much pressure it's like he's always having hurdles. my brother alhamdulilah he's fine but he did have severe pain the same day she cursed my mother. so yeah it's very messed up right now but trusting in Allah is all we can ever do yea
            
            how are you though? how is your family?
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn it's been so long, i miss you so much ):

CrescentRays

@esmerayzn they haven't started yet. boards will begin from 30th june hehe.
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            how are your exams going??
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CrescentRays

CrescentRays

@esmerayzn yass, I'll be here for almost two months. The boards will take so long this time. I never gave exams for this long of a period :(
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            aww yayyyy then she will forget about it
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn bookishh??? nahh, it's the opposite, a mess. I don't know how to get out of this. But i am in my village right now :D so it's peaceful for a while.
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CrescentRays

@esmerayzn
          
          
          Cats keep their eyes close while eating, right?
          and i keep my eyes close while brushing my teeth in the morning lol. I can't keep them open, it feels so lazy and hard. 

-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            that's okayyy trust me no worries. 
            
            IKR it's like I've known you for longer. Happy 3 years I love you stay blessed and safe and happy and succeed in life ❤️❤️❤️ 
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-vanillamoon

@CrescentRays 
            rightt so hectic. I just wanna hibernate and never wake up. thank you love <3 May Allah bless you
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