Silent Soul

Story of my life
          
          Sister: in a toxic relationship with her boyfriend
          
          Me: hears everything
          
          Mom: tries to resolve this argument
          
          Sister: ungrateful
          
          Her Boyfriend: every cuss word I want to say for what he is putting my sister through
          
          Me: reason why I hate boys (I still love you though Jason)
          
          Sounds about right

Who has destiny 2?

2:08 AM watching scary videos and excuse my language scared to fucking sleep elp me please im scared im gonna die in my sleep ;-;

its hard to hold on to what is not even there if it is already lost like my illusions they cover up what i want to see i talk to my 'friends in my head' so what? to be honest im done with this damned life i just want to be loved for who i am flaws mind and all but i guess no one understands a 'insane' person im done with everything i just want to be a normal kid with friends but i lost my only friend irl by her doing some god damn 'loyalty' test to see if i cared...didn't work i should have chose my 'friends' better maybe i wouldn't be who i am today maybe i would be normal have good grades and all that crap....

i need to vent but i don't want to trouble anyone with my crap....

I fucking knew not to trust my sister's boyfriend but did my mom listen to me? Noooooo now I have to protect my sister and her child in case he tries to take him

I feel like God is punishing me cause Everytime I get close to a person or an animal they leave this world or they just stop talking with me
          
          I just found out that one of the cats I got attached too died from another cat and the other one is in a better house
          
          Motor I hope you are happy living in the house you are at and Spade I miss you...

The future isn't a path, it's like a endless sea
          
          You can try to go anywhere
          
          But it doesn't mean you'll get there.

It's funny how I can't remember my other account passwords yet I remember this one........I can go for a frapuchino (leave me alone it is like 8:57) right now

I honestly don't know who to ask this but is it wrong for a old elementary friend to claim to be depressed and claims she's going to kill herself and you go to her window and they are just sitting there watching YouTube on their phone?