-Spice-

Oki-doki,  its been nice pretty much pausing from all social media, but I think my hiatus shall end soon!~ Gn y'all!

-Spice-

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So I'd just like to vent for a bit. 
          
          Recently on instagram (My user shall remain unknown) my 'friends' have been posting pictures of our friends and saying things like,  " Oh I love these people so muchh " " these people are my life " 
          And you know what? I haven't been included in a single one of them. I know I may seem selfish,  but I thought these people would count be as a close enough friend to include me.  These people are my therapy. Or at least,  they were.  It hurts me unimaginably bad seeing all of my so called friends talk about eachother with such praise,  whereas they leave me in the dust as they shine in glory.  I understand we all have different interests,  but we are friends.  And they've stopped me from cutting.  But fuck my rules and promises.  I just want to feel love.  I may start cutting again. I need to think.