This is the only place I feel like I have atm to share how I’m feeling.
Im currently crying in the corner of my closet because the closet is one of the few spaces that makes me feel better. Im crying because well, something that is my own fault.
A dear friend of mine is just way to good for me, and I keep choosing quite literally the worst dialogue options on the dialogue tree. Sometimes I wish we could start over from when we first became friends because at least that way It’d be a fresh start.
I don't really deserve any empathy here, and I’m not asking for it. I just want to put something somewhere, because i’ve got nowhere else to go right now.
I dont wanna lose him, I really dont. But at the same time, if it were up to me, Id let him go so I dont hurt him anymore. I just dont know if I could live with the guilt that is having to give up. I wish I had the guts to something, anything.
