❝ 𝒞𝐎𝐑𝐄 ❞ ✧ ೃ༄

dw about me 

why

*sigh*

ignore me
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          every little thing I do disappoints everyone around me. my mom. she's constantly disappointed in me. but she won't admit it. I constantly do everything wrong. everything I do makes everything worse. at least in my family. and I'm tired of it. 
          
          and ugh. life is just TOO much today. and as I said below, I have no RIGHT TO SAY THAT. I'm going through nothing compared to other people. ugh. 
          
          I don't wanna do effing school today. . . or life in general. . . I just wanna curl up in a ball and watch TV. 
          
          doesn't help that I'm on my period. 
          
          but like I said, I don't matter. I have it good. and no one really cares anyway. 
          
          so yeah. I'll get through. I always do get through my easy, stupid life

I just have to say it
          
          
          everyone on here's been through so much. and then there's me. I have it so good. all my problems are nothing
          
          
          I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE SAD
          NO RIGHT TO BE SAD
          
          DON'T DENY IT
          
          IT'S TRUE
          
          I HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVEN SAY THIS BECAUSE ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO ALL OF YOURS
          
          AND I REALLY DO CARE
          
          I REALLY DO
          
          I LOVE YOU ALL
          
          AND THAT'S WHY I HAVE NO RIGHT. I CAN'T MAKE IT EVER ABOUT ME. BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY PROBLEMS COMPARED TO OTHER PEOPLE. EVEN IN MY OWN HEAD, IT'S NEVER ABOUT ME. NOT IN OTHER PEOPLES. 
          
          and that's for the best
          
          everyone else is so much more important <3

ignore me
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I feel like I need to get it out. I have so many emotions roaring through me. but I just can't. I just can't. I can't let it out. I can't put it into words. I guess I'll just keep it all bottled up like I usually do. not that anyone cares. 

;-;
          
          
          no one ever notices when I'm sad. or maybe they just don't care. they never ask "are you okay?"
          
          
          
          
          
          my mom never even asks anymore. 
          
          no one does. 

life sucks. 
          
          
          
          so ignore me
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          don't you love it?
          
          don't you love not ever being able to tell people what you feel?
          
          don't you love worrying people would hate you if they knew more about you?
          
          don't you love feeling like no one cares? 

Hewwo

@-candycanerp yEa