Everything is a battle, every breath is a war, and I don't think i'm winning.

You can see many smiles everyday, but you can never know whose world is actually upside down.

I'm sick of making things worse.
I'm sick of being hurt. 
I'm sick of crying myself to sleep. 
I'm sick of faking a smile. 
I'm sick of hating everything. 
I'm sick of feeling this way. 
I'm sick of letting people down.
I'm sick of being me.

I'm afraid of being forgotten. Because it seems everyone I get close to, ends up forgetting me.


I smile not for that I am happy, but sometimes I smile to hide sadness.