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I hope you're okay -

If anyone has a faceclaim for
          
          -male
          -white/Caucasian
          -white/light blonde
          -blue/grey
          -17-27 years
          
          Please send my way, I’m desperate.
          
          Please and thanks,
                                                  Ripley

So I’m about to go to hospital
          I am in so much pain it isn’t funny.
          So if I’m in active that’s why

It’s almost 1am and my bed broke. I’m actually sobbing. Send help pls

*| at three cans of coke and its quarter past 1 am. I can feel the caffeine start to kick in

*| Ugh I fucking hate my school, it's so shitty, im seriously considering transferring. This place is a nightmare

*| I’m going to be back online now for while, I don’t plan on stressing myself out with a million roleplays so if I don’t reply to you, I’m just not up to it.

*| guys I’m taking a break, I don’t know how long, could be a couple of hours, could be a week, could be a month. But I just need a break.
          
          This fucking petty drama has affected me in some serious ways and I guess you could say I’m having a relapse so I’m taking a break.
          
          I just want you guys to know before I go though, how this stupid argument is affecting others.

*| ugh there is so much drama on wattpad, like I don’t need this shit it’s pathetic, whether someone faked a suicide or not, this is the kinda shit that we should need to deal with. 
          
          Suicide is not something to pretend about.
          But nor is a real failed suicide attempt ‘fake’. 
          
          I think we all know what I’m referring too. (Even if it’s a bit late)
          
          I don’t know if it’s real or fake, but I lost a dear friend of mine during August, just a week before she turned 14 because people made her life miserable.
          
          When someone commits suicide it fucking sucks, more than when someone dies by accident or natural causes because that’s how you know this person was so fucking miserable with their life they didn’t want it anymore, they CHOSE to leave, they had the choice.
          
          and that what probably hurts the most because you feel like such a fucking failure, you question where you went wrong what you could have done more to stop them from this, you doubt everything about yourself, how good of a friend you are.
          
          Suicide is not a fucking joke, so whether the attempt was real or fake just fucking shut up about it.
          
          This is something to take light hearted.
          
          So to those who call other suicides fake, stop. You don’t definitely know if it is or if it isn’t, you’re just causing drama.
          
          And to those who are posting about it on social media, if it’s fake get a fucking life, it’s not a joke. If it’s real than don’t fucking post about it on social media. If the person actually dies front their attempt than post one message saying ‘this person has unfortunately passed away’, don’t say anything more other than maybe a few condolences. The people of the internet don’t need the details! And if they survive their attempt don’t tell the people on the internet! They don’t really have a right to know! Remember most of these people you don’t even fucking know!

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