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Fuck, I wish y'all could see how busy my life has become since the beginning of the year. I started to study cooking, and helping the same chef who teaches me in the institution.
He's an awesome person; however, he's got a hard, rough character. He has made me cried once, and I'm always stressed because of what he's thinking. I love him so much, he's like my father in some way, but he also takes almost all my time.
Cooking is beautiful, but like everything, it has a dark side. I finish working every day at 1 am to wake up at 5:30 am and go to classes. I know that in some part along the day the chef is gonna yell at me, and say things that hurt. I know that I have to deliver the dishes in 15 minutes everyday. It's tiring, cooking is very slavery and killing.
The point is that since the beginning of the year, I don't have the same free time as I use to have. Now my writing is getting rusty because I don't have inspiration. It comes and goes, and that stops me from writing good things.
I'll be writing again soon, and I promise I will finish all my stories. And come with new ones. Love you all my friends <3