M.

I saw this reel that said, “ The day we were introduced I wonder if the stars looked down and thought, “Oh they finally met.” This really hit because there has been people that I’ve met in my lifetime that have come and gone. There’s always been a select few that have stayed. I do tend to consistently think to myself, “What did I ever do to deserve these individuals?” I will never know truly and I may never know. But, what I do know is I’m eternally grateful for each and every single one of them. 
          
          Until me meet again. 

2026 has had its moments thus far, but I feel like life is slowly starting to be good. But, I don’t want to jinx it. 

Finally changed my theme after a year or so! 

the theme is slaying so hard

Okay, I’m so happy. My best friend and I are going to hangout again this Wednesday. She got me a Christmas gift!!  And, this next month we’ll be celebrating our one year anniversary of being best friends, too. 

Yesterday, was very special and if I could do it all over again, I would! 

Remember when you broke up with your fucking ex?
          God, I'm glad you've finally gotten over them
          Only took about a hundred million texts
          God, I swear that bitch was such a narcissist
          Everybody knows I love you so, so, so, so much
          'Cause every time they ask, I always tell, tell, tell, tell them
          That's my fuckin' best friend, that's my fuckin' right hand
          That's my fuckin' throw-up-in-the-bathroom-but-still-love-them
          That's my fuckin' best friend, best friend
          That's my fuckin' best friend, best friend
          That's my fuckin' lifeline, that's my ride or die like
          That's my fuckin' hate-you-but-you-know-that-that's-a-damn-lie
          Baby, you're my best friend, best friend
          Baby, you're my best friend, best friend
          Baby, you're my
          Baby, you're my
          Made a promise that I'm gonna marry you
          If we're both still single by, like, thirty-two
          And that shit is gonna end up bein' true
          'Cause I hate, like, everyone except for you
          Who else is gonna grocery shop with me at 2 AM?
          Who else will take that picture for you just to get revenge?
          You're just as psycho as me, just as sick inside the head
          So when they ask, I've always said
          That's my fuckin' best friend, that's my fuckin' right hand
          That's my fuckin' throw-up-in-the-bathroom-but-still-love-them
          That's my fuckin' best friend, best friend
          That's my fuckin' best friend, best friend
          That's my fuckin' lifeline, that's my ride or die like
          That's my fuckin' hate-you-but-you-know-that-that's-a-damn-lie
          Baby, you're my best friend, best friend
          Baby, you're my best friend, best friend
          Baby, you're my
          Baby, you're my
          Baby, you're my
          (Yeah, I'll be there in ten minutes)
          
          Best Friend By Conan Gray 
          
          @marauders2006

I still remember the third of 
          December, me in your sweater 
          You said it looked better on me
          Than it did you 
          Only if you knew how much I liked you 
          
          Happy Heather Day <3 
          
          

This year.. I’m grateful for my family and my friends.  Especially, my one friend that happens to be my best friend. We weren’t always close, we knew of one another. We met through a friend that we both knew and to be honest, I’m glad we did. This year, I asked her to be my best friend and I don’t regret anything. She’s always tells me that I’m special and sometimes I don’t believe that’s true because she’s the special one. She showed me this year what true friendship is like and how I should be treated. I’m very extremely grateful for that. There’s many things I’m grateful for, especially fictional men, if you know, you know. Anyways.. I’ll be quiet now. Just wanted to say that. 

It’s crazy how my best friend and I have been best friends for Nine Months and she’s one of my favorite people. Without her, I honestly don’t know where I’d be. She makes sure that I’m loved every day no matter the circumstances. And, for her to treat me like I’m something special, is just I don’t know, I’ve never had someone treat me like that before. And, I guess I should shut up, so. 
          
          If you’re reading this, I love you so much and don’t cry.