ミ★ 𝘝𝘖𝘐𝘋 ★彡

Sorry about the slow upload for the next chapter of Timeless Despair, writer's block is a bitch and I haven't really had motivation recently, got a few other things draining me. 
          I promise, it'll come out soon.

It sucks when you have the entire chapter 2 of your book written out but can't finish chapter 1...
          Writer's block is a bitch.

Alright, I'm desperate.
          
          Someone please hmu on discord and roleplay with me, I'm so bored 
          
          ★彡[ᴄʟᴇᴏ]彡 #9901

TW// Mentions of suicide
          Rant/vent
          
          Month ago I stopped someone from ending their life. I became their rock, the person they could turn to when they needed to talk. I kept him safe, coaxed him back from the edge whenever the wind threatened to give him that last push over. He looked up to me as a mother figure, he made me feel like I had a purpose, that I needed someone. I enjoyed that feeling more than anything else. What he didn't know was that his reliance on me was the thing keeping me alive. He kept me breathing just as much as I did for him. He was such a sweet boy, like a child or younger brother even though he was only a few years younger than me and I loved him as such. He looked up to me, my then girlfriend and our mutual friend, he trusted us to guide him and be his safe space, people he could turn to when it felt like there was no one else to run to.
          
          Then I broke up with my girlfriend, I left the server we were both in to take a break and I lost contact with him for months.
          
          Today, he spoke to me for the first time and I hardly recognise the person who messaged me. As nice as he still is, he's grown independent. And I'm proud of him for that, I'm happy he can hold his own. But I feel as if I failed my purpose. He went from being scared of almost everything to not giving a fuck anymore and I'm not sure I like that. He saw me as a mother figure despite only being a few years younger than me and I feel like I've failed that role, losing contact with him for months and letting him go down that path. He's fourteen at most and is currently high of crack, has a history of drinking and smoking. He stopped when he met me but I guess after contact dropped he returned to those habits. And now I feel like shit. Like, yes I'm proud he's grown more independence but I wish he hadn't gone down that path... I barely recognise him now.

I just realised that I could have met the unfortunate fate of being a coin locker baby ✌️

Would anyone be willing to let me vent to them in PMs?

Okay...so uhm. I'm getting married ig-
          
          Yes, you read that right. I, as Hange Zoe am apparently getting married to Levi Ackerman on YT tomorrow. Why? Because Levi made a sarcastic remark on someone's video asking about what the next video would be, ending it off with 'Is it going to be me marrying Hange next?' and the creators took that as a challenge. The video will be uploaded tomorrow and I can already smell the tea that's going to come from it. Wish me luck TwT

1. Close your left hand
          2. Keep it closed
          3. Find one different number
          5555555555555555555255
          4. Make 2 wishes
          5. Send this to 15 people but not me
          6. After sending open your hand and look at it

Is a parent throwing things at their child considered deliberately abuse? Because my mother has done it multiple times with books, shoes, bottles, food and twice she's thrown a knife at me. Any advice on how to stop this?

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