I'm sorry Haya.. I know I misunderstand everything, but I can't help it. I don't know what's going on and when you're silent like that it makes me think like something bad happened and I don't know what to say to make you feel better because I get the same replies, which scares me.. it makes me feel like you don't want to share your feelings with me. I'm sorry... things are getting tiredsome. Our conversations are getting worse and worse everyday.. if we keep this up we'll eventually break apart and pretend like the other doesn't exist anymore. I hope you're feeling okay... and if... you don't want to speak to me about your feelings that are affecting you in the present I can't really help you. My purpose here is to understand why you're upset or depressed about something and help you feel better, but lately ... it looks like you don't want to share anything with me. I mean...it's ok. Sometimes it's too personal but... I want to let you know that I'm here for you.....don't ... hide. I will not judge.  And if ...you wish to end our relationship one day I'll have no choice but to accept it. But, it'll be your choice because I...cannot choose to leave.

I'm sorry for everything.

-I love you.