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Hey love can you please check out my Zayn fic love lies. Tell me if I could do something in return.
          Your fellow directioner,
          Jerry 

HAPPY 11TH ANNIVERSARY TO ONE DIRECTION AND TO ALL DIRECTIONERS CELEBRATING! ❤

Hii! How have you been? I couldn't respond back to your msg on time I barely come on here so ☠
          But thanks tho for checking on me, it meant so much love ♡♡
          Hope you're doing good too and take care of yourself ❤

I hate feeling this way sometimes, ya know? 
          When you write a prologue or first chapter and you're really amped up but when you re-read it for spelling mistakes you realize how there are other books better than yours. How if this were their story they'd approach it different and find a way to make it worthy of peoples time.
          And sometimes I tell myself that in 2012-13 wattpad stories were really horribly written and that I should be glad that there aren't misspellings and off punctuation and not putting an indent in my story, but each time I read a really really good book it takes me back to that flop I consider a story in my drafts.
          It's ok, I guess. It's my low self-esteem I'm pretty sure but eh, it's whatever. People get writers block all the time. Welp, time to delete those stories that haven't seem the light of day.

Hey what's up its been a while...
          
          So. I have this other account named LivinInMalabami (I recommend that you follow but if you don't that's ok too) and I post most of my stories on there and am currently re-writing a story as of now but fuck there's this writing prompt that's stuck in my head and I really want to write it. So tell me what you guys think.
          
          The story is slightly based on the tv series Them (I highly recommend). But I want this to be about Zayn moving to a rural suburban area with his family (age fifteen) because they won the lottery. But the thing is, they live in an area of white people. And hence, they do shitty things to the Malik family to run them out.
          
          And, what a fucking coincidence, Harry Styles (age fifteen) and the Styles family live right across the street. Harry doesn't like Zayn and vice versa. And like the Styles family are fucking loaded but they basically keep it low-key and private.
          
          So blah blah Harry bullies Zayn for being the odd one out and yada yada but then whilst being at Harrys sixteenth birthday party his friends dare Harry to kiss Zayn +

Who's the hottie on ur profile

In case you haven't noticed...
          I'm weird, I'm a weirdo.
          I don't fit in and I don't want to fit in.
          Have you not noticed me obsess over Zayns ass for three weeks now? That's weird.

I love how in the moment of everything when Zayn and Daniel were arguing everyone was talking about how we should cancel Zayn and there I was admiring Zayn's ass. Like I can't be the only person who realized how full its gotten-
          
          please don't tell me I'm the only one who's noticed how full its gotten...

Yoooo why is Wattpad do fucking dry like damn all I get is announcements. I miss 2017/18 Wattpad when the stories were shitty and you didn't need a log-in to enjoy stories.

currently crying because I rewatched that one interview when Zayn called Harry sexy and just realized when Louis was complimenting Liam Zayn whispered 'brave' under his breath. Please- Liam is probably the most bravest man I know.