Catty

hey there ! 
          just wanted to know if you’re still active on here ! thank you ! 

[incoming text from rory]
          
          hola catty! i got a concussion and i'm in the hospital wing, wanna come see me?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy birthday to me 

Possible Trigger warning, read at your own risk
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          I can't freaking do this anymore, everything feels like is tumbling down around me and it's not fair! Why do I have to be the broken one? Why do I have to be the one who tries to put everything behind her and pretend like nothing happened, it's not freaking fair! My birthday is tomorrow, I should be happy, I should be laying awake because my excitement won't let me sleep but no, I'm laying awake because I can't pretend like nothing happened! I don't want to do this anymore, i don't want to be here anymore I just want to be okay, why can't I be okay? Life isn't fair but damn it why can't it be? You know what screw fairness I don't care about that I just wish it wasn't like this. This- this mess! I just want someone to honestly tell me everything's going to be okay and I don't have to hurt alone, but thats not true that can't happen because she's okay. I'm glad she's okay. I just wish I was too ya know?
          

Okay but this is a bop 
          
          『I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
          Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
          'Cause I got time while she got freedom
          'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even』

// i hate being AFAB //

Happy Birthday Hermione! 

// you know what, I feel a lot better, thank you to everyone who offered help when I was feeling down yesterday you all mean so much to me! //

// name change! Used to be Zinnia but Mortie fits a bit better! //