I don't really know who you are, but I feel like you should hear this so:
You're an amazing person; and whether you believe that or not, there will always be people who do.
I know some people can be dicks, but you don't have to pay attention to them. Don't listen to what they say about you.
And, no matter what, keep in mind there are people who love you. Whether they're online friends, people irl, whoever; there are people.
Also, this is entirely unrelated, but I love your background.