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I MAY be adding Dan Heng and Wanderer to my ever-growing list of favorites 

Yesterday was my bday! Yay! (Yesterday because I'm typing this at midnight on the 22nd, so an hour ago was the 21st.)
          
          ...
          
          It kinda sucked but at the same time didn't. 
          
          It sucked because, first of all, I got my period and it made me stupidly emotional to the point where I broke down because the stupid lunch reservation was at 1:30, my virtual class ended at 12:50, but we had to leave at 12:30. It was just stress after stress until I broke down and probably ruined it for everyone else. 
          
          My mom says I didn't do anything wrong, but I can't help but blame myself, sometimes, y'know? It could've been avoided if I had just sucked it up even if I didn't even WANT to go out in the first place.
          
          Then we go on and be late because my STUPID ass couldn't stop CRYING and THROWING A TANTRUM. And after we JUST had a SEL with the school counselor about automatic thoughts. Way to go, Astro /sarc (I'm seriously not even a KID anymore. I was 10 years old, YEARS AGO. I'm not 10 anymore.)
          
          But today was also kinda good because I got a few things I guess. Not from other people, we just went to the mall and bought a few things (not a lot).
          
          So I don't think I liked today. But that's okay. Birthdays haven't felt like birthdays for a long time already. (No, my parents haven't been neglecting me, my kid self thought it was a good idea to not cherish my birthdays and now my mental state is messed up because I didn't enjoy my younger years.)
          
          Anyway, how are you guys doing? Hopefully feeling better than I am.. and sorry for the rant. I was gonna keep this to myself again but decided it would be better if I shared it so I wouldn't feel angry every time I thought back on it.

man I sure do hate when someone replies to a comment I made on an Undertale fic on here YEARS ago and reminds me how cringe I was /hj /silly

wait idk if i said this before but i love ur twink i mean gojo theme its so tuff :33

Context behind jumping my neighbors is that they're giving us TICKS because their cats are probably not vaccinated (it can't be our other neighbors with dogs because they're at the back, and they probably already vaccinated their pets. I don't wanna assume though, but the prime suspect is lowkey our front neighbors) and my dad's already gotten so many bites. I got a few too, and even found a tick in my hair on the back of my next a day or two ago T^T

I have this specific fear that people will misread my intentions and brand me as mean or disrespectful. It's mostly why I stress using tone tags around others and around me so I don't end up misunderstanding.

I love Mondstadt guys. 
          
          I REALLY LOVE MONDSTADT.
          
          https://youtube.com/channel/UCUvul4hFtKbXXpPIjiK2v6A?si=ml7tO8jfcGqz0yE8

I'm seriously debating jumping my neighbors oml 

help
          
          https://youtu.be/-_U5gJ2xUMQ?si=7iJ9YBws7ryii0l6

fetus eviction day soon chat