Listen up, I know how you feel.
And I'm trying to help you.
When I look at really good art, a part of me breaks knowing I'll never draw that well. And then jealousy takes over. Suddenly I want that art to be mine. I want to be talented, I want to be noticed. And I think everyone has a bit of attention seeker in them. I know I do.
But I leave it at that, I don't steal people's art like that. It's theirs, they worked hard to draw it. Just stealing art like that would be like pushing the person who drew it in the dirt. If you want to be talented, learn from them. Don't steal their art like that. Yes, it's quicker, and yes, you'll never have to put in any work.
But isn't that the point of it? To be like them, you'll have to work at it. Behind every beautiful work of art is someone's hard work. Don't steal art, you'll just get hate. The opposite of what you want.
I know I'm probably too late (as usual), but I'm happy you're going to delete this account. What you need is a fresh start, and if you've finally gotten over yourself, I'd love to be friends. :3