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I don't know who decided to change the wattpad guidelines, but whoever it is better count their days because i have to read through my old fics and take out the smut and this is almost physically painful for me but i hope you guys are happy that im doing so much work to prevent it from being taken down sobs

sometimes i wanna delete my old fics so badly. every time someone adds it to a reading list a little parasite whispers in my ear "do it. delete the fic. nobody will know" BUT PEOPLE WILL KNOW BECAUSE PEOPLE STILL READ IT AND ITS SO EMBARRASSING ok rant over back on with your day

i has the dreaded writer's block 

is it weird to make random ass notes and announce them to my followers? is it annoying? perhaps I do not care. in other news I am mildly sick.

been writing up a storm lately which is slay methinks

I'm at a point in my recovery where seeing people talk in depth about how they self harm in the comments of that one fanfic I wrote makes me feel upset for them and I think that's actually such an awesome thing tbh 

Do people know that authors can see (and get a notification) about the reading lists they put our works in???

Planning to rewrite my fanfic from ages ago cause doomed yuri (togachako) brought me back into the fandom

Please someone tell me a joke or something I'm bored and in pain 

currently editing my vigilante Deku story and WHOO BOY IS IT HORRIBLE. past me just straight up threw slurs in there for no reason, didn't add important warnings for heavy parts, just left y'all to your own devices, kept forgetting to CAPITALIZE FREAKING NAMES, and was even using the wrong words????? istg if I could I'd beat him up I would