I'm trying to let him know what I'm about to do.
I'm hoping he can save me, even though I realize he can't.
I hate myself.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong anywhere.
Nobody cares.
I hate people, but I'm my own worst enemy..
I don't want to do this every time..
I can't do this every time...
I don't want to live anymore.
I'm a screw up, a disappointment.
I can't do anything right.
If I die everyone will be happier.