-_kindalikepans_-
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Hey guys. I'm probably not gonna talk on Wattpad at all. I screwed shit up and I feel so fucking bad about it. (Vent) I told someone something that I knew they wouldn't like. It was about me and my lover, and they wanted me to tell the person when it's time, but I couldn't stop myself. I felt so bad for keeping something like this from my friend. And the bad thing was that my friend is my lover's sibling. I know I screwed up. fuck I hate myself so much. Can I die? I want to die. My head hurts. Fuck. And now my lover probably hates me. It's all my damn fault. I screwed up and fucked over so fucking bad. I need a break from reality. I can't control myself. I hate myself. Damn it.