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im having apanci attack i was on a game on roblox n out of nowhere i started being mean to someone and idk why and i realized afterwards that there are consequences for my actions and i hate myself and im so scared tht im gonna be hated and abandoned and i dont know why i did that and i feel so stupid and im scared and my head hurrs nd my brain wont shut up and i feel like im gonna thriw up and i feel so sick and i hate everything and im scared im gonna break my self harm clean streak

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am calmed down and i am three hours self harm clean-
          	  my arm's mauled and swollen to the size of a half a lemon cut the long way
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-_king_of_spades_-

im having apanci attack i was on a game on roblox n out of nowhere i started being mean to someone and idk why and i realized afterwards that there are consequences for my actions and i hate myself and im so scared tht im gonna be hated and abandoned and i dont know why i did that and i feel so stupid and im scared and my head hurrs nd my brain wont shut up and i feel like im gonna thriw up and i feel so sick and i hate everything and im scared im gonna break my self harm clean streak

-_king_of_spades_-

am calmed down and i am three hours self harm clean-
            my arm's mauled and swollen to the size of a half a lemon cut the long way
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that moment when you've just made another draft for yet another fanfic out of all the others you haven't even fucking published (it's a jevil x male reader i really wanna finish it asap but i get bored lol)

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join whatt? also my voice now sounds deeper because of my entire throat being inflamed B) the only plus side to illness
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working on a video game

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good, tick fanclub has started up. he's so sexy i want to peg him
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oribitalferett2020

@-_king_of_spades_- How’s the game so far tho
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-_king_of_spades_-

say stun amogus backwards

oribitalferett2020

I hate it here so much
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-_king_of_spades_-

i don't have devices at night @oribitalferett2020
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Stormaggedden

Your songs are literally the most pog thing I've ever come across!

Stormaggedden

Lol its fine 
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-_king_of_spades_-

@Stormaggedden thanks! sorry i haven't been on wattpad in a while lol
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using the men's restroom as a ftm trans person is really fucking awkward, especially when people use the urinal and i'm just trying to not see nothing because it's weird to me-

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hello oribital ferett with a very misspelled name
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so i'm, like, super gay

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shut up bitchass
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