note of the week:

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imissyou.

5/26/18
*plays Sherlock*
SHINee's back.
Or at least is about to. I think the teasers made me pregnant. I can't wait for Good Evening! Not gonna lie, I haven't been a fan for 10 years, but a few weeks. I never wanted to get into kpop in the first place since, just no, but Day6 and ACE won my heart so I stayed only with them for the past few months. Then when I found out Jun and Chan from ACE were in The Unit and Chan did crazy well, I chose to watch and fell for more people, such as Taemin. Things went on from there. I knew SHINee sounded familiar and then I realized it was because of my friend crying about a member's death back in December. Onew, Minho, Key, Taemin and Jonghyun are 5 talented people who I am so fucking proud of. Jonghyun is proud too and is teaching other legends Ring Ding Dong in heaven (sorry, had to add that meme) in celebration. Happy 10 year anniversary and can't wait for Good Evening in like, two days. You did well. ♥

5/28
Woke up before 5 A.M for MV & don't regret it

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omigosh, so has there ever been a time you feel so fucking lonely so your like, "why not just read a book to get my mind off it and also because, you know, I read" and shit, but then you feel even more lonely because your reading a book while everyone you know is getting drunk and having fun and other fucking shit and everyone in your book is either fucking stupid or happy and has friends and shit so you listen to music but then remember that you are so alone because you are listening to depressing and emo music alone and there are people being happy and dancing and singing and what not to songs with someone  so you get food but then you remember your lonely because you don't have a sugar daddy who will pay for your food and your broke as fuck so you get even more sad and every little thing you do reminds you that you are lonely and sad?