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it is upon us.

Are you still writing 'It's Complicated'?

:c ur stories r soooo good!! just had to tell u c:

Just finished 'Savior' and I was so disappointed to see u only had three works because they were all soo good. I really hope you decide to keep writing at least somewhere or that you come back. 

i'm logging off again for what seems like the billionth time already <3

if you couldn't tell, i'm taking a long hiatus which possibly beholds no return. i'm sorry for abandoning what i've made on here. i'm sorry for not warning any of you really. i've been on a new acc, making new stories with new people that i ship and admire. i've been reading new types of stories and expanding my horizons to things other than phan, other than dan and phil in general. now, this may but just a kick for me, but i simply don't know. just, keep a lookout for a new update maybe coming later this year.

Ur story's are amazing could u update them pleaseeee

if u wanna listen to any songs that spark my aesthetic u should listen to my 'aesthetic' playlist on spotify that has 70+ songs nd ongoing. my name's metallicake. :"o
          
          featured artists::
          -keaton henson
          -iron & whine
          -seinabo sey (only 2 songs)
          -the unlikely candidates
          -oh wonder
          -the weeknd (only 2 songs)
          -the neighborhood
          -melanie martinez
          -halsey
          -troye sivan
          -mapei (only 1 song)
          -lorde
          -the 1975
          -walk the moon (only 2 songs)
          -the chainsmokers (only 1 song)
          -arctic monkeys
          -kevin gates (only 1 song)
          -lu / luhan (only 2 songs)
          -the world is a beautiful place & i am no longer afraid to die (only 1 song)
          -jaymes young (only 1 song)
          
          
          

I just want to [sadly] say that heaven will more than likely be my last phanfiction. Recently, I've been really conflicted and struggling with staying on top of the whole phandom thing and idk, it just doesn't feel the same as it used to be. 
          I remember hearing stories about people leaving the phandom when I first joined and going "Wow, how can they just leave like that?" and now I legitimately understand how they feel. It's hard, trying to stay with something that you're not passionate about, but it's also hard trying to get out of it and finally realize that enough it enough.
          If you can't already tell, I've begun to find other things more enjoyable than Dan and Phil, kpop being the prime example of what
          I've been showing on this account recently.
          It's extremely saddening to feel like this, and I hate the thought of even beginning to realize that maybe I'm growing up, and maybe the phandom just isn't my thing anymore. I'll always support Dan and Phil, how can I not? They've given me lots of happiness over the past years of me watching them, but now it feels more forced than anything.
          I'll always keep my stories up as they're a huge mark in what I am/used to be, and I know that I'll come back here one day and smile at the things I used to do and be into.
          If you somehow enjoyed my actual writing and not just the fact that it's Dan and Phil, I now have a second account that's primarily vkook w a bit of baekyeol [@-aesthetictae] For some reason, I'm much more passionate about them now and feel like they fit my stories lines so much better when I visualize things.
          Once again, I'm so sorry for this, and I hope that any of you want be too mad, if you even care at all. - Jordan

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