-annestellar

I found it. I found my spark after almost two years of being deprived of it all. I might sound crazy, but to be honest I feel crazy right now and the thing about feeling crazy is you feel. Why am I writing like I'm in a cinematic time frame. Because, just because. 
          	
          	Anyways, there's just so much that's happened in these two years. So much I thought so that I was the problem, which is so random that I'm telling you people, who probably aren't even reading this. Bit that's okay because I can't believe I finally feel the need to write. 
          	
          	Anyways, this book is going to be very personal? It's going to be a cartoon-ish book. It's going to be about dreams and a star guide called luck and this girl called hope who actually has no hope bit but has many dreams. 
          	
          	Ahhh, I'm rambling. But I'm happy I'm rambling. It's been so long since I've rambled about something I like to someone who isn't my darling mortal or ishie. Anyways, If any of you, even a single person is out here reading this, I promise this will be it. 

Nochi00

Welcome bck
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-annestellar

I found it. I found my spark after almost two years of being deprived of it all. I might sound crazy, but to be honest I feel crazy right now and the thing about feeling crazy is you feel. Why am I writing like I'm in a cinematic time frame. Because, just because. 
          
          Anyways, there's just so much that's happened in these two years. So much I thought so that I was the problem, which is so random that I'm telling you people, who probably aren't even reading this. Bit that's okay because I can't believe I finally feel the need to write. 
          
          Anyways, this book is going to be very personal? It's going to be a cartoon-ish book. It's going to be about dreams and a star guide called luck and this girl called hope who actually has no hope bit but has many dreams. 
          
          Ahhh, I'm rambling. But I'm happy I'm rambling. It's been so long since I've rambled about something I like to someone who isn't my darling mortal or ishie. Anyways, If any of you, even a single person is out here reading this, I promise this will be it. 

Nochi00

Welcome bck
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-annestellar

No one sullied the silence that night.
          Her twentieth birthday ended on that note and Jungkook had gone back to let Hyejin and Seokjin know that she wanted to leave and rest a day early, because the cake made her sick and although they weren't satisfied with that excuse they didn't question Zeila. 
          
          Zeila wasn't sure when sleep took her but when she woke up she knew she had to do something to stop herself from burning her house down. Her face was damp with all the tears that ran through her the entire night and her eyes red, with the anger Ji-wook lit inside her.
          
          Taehyung had already gotten up, checking the alignment of the moons in the scroll that moved with time. There were five more days for the full moon to rise again, and five more days for Zeila to open the portal. He curled his fists when Ji-wook came to his mind. 
          Not even the maddest man would play with the strings of fate. Yet he had orchestrated a death to happen. How far ahead was he to have this all in store. How much power did he wield for him to have tapped into the brexxot. Ji-wook had gone against everything his mother stood for. 
          
          
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          Is the last guardian coming back? Yes? 2025 you can expect the next 10 chapters. Making this promise to myself and this will be the last ff I write after which if I still pursue writing I'll go with originals (jk I have a txt book I want to write) 
          
          Anyways yeah. Anyone still here? 

-kimsaram

@-annestellar me me unfortunately 
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-annestellar

Maybe this is not the platform for me to talk about the brutal Kolkata murder. But if there's anyone out there waiting to be a fellow doctor know that this country has gone to ruins. Absolutely disgusting. Vile. Tampering with evidence. There's nothing more I can say about it. 
          
          If we doctors are not safe in our workplace? Truly, where are we safe? It's come to the point where we have to be equipped with safety devices while tending to the patients out there. 

DRA3TIX

@-agustellar am a dropper and the neet scam was enough to scare and make me question if my efforts are even being put in the right place or not...and this incident...it has made sure to make me question not just my preparation but whole existence thinking will any of us be safe in any profession??? 
            
            Just saw an Assam medical college say 'women docs, staff etc should avoid going on night shifts'...once again then trying to cage women inside while the rapists will be safe to roam around...Let's suppose, they are right and let's not take night shift etc...what about the gynaec department?? Still 95% of gynaec department is full of women only. How will they justify no gynaec services at night?? Plus they all wish to have only female gynaec for their wives on top...Kolkata government is urging docs to stop the protest and get back to duty from tuesday...for what? So that more docs can be raped and murdered from tuesday?? Ik the innocent patients don't deserve this but do the innocent docs deserve this?? For the first time I really felt no patriotism for my own country on independence...and it's funny how all news channels on tv are showing nothing but independence day news.
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-annestellar

Wattpad quick reass featured the last guardian. Came back to see this. Been a year prolly since I updated this. RIp book. 
          
          My university is getting over in a month, so maybe I can bring this book to an end 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/list/1254001546?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading_list&wp_page=reading_list_details&wp_uname=-agustellar

-kimsaram

@-agustellar miss mam what. Your university is what now?!
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-saffronjo

Anneeeeeeeee

-saffronjo

@-agustellar girly take care of yourself okay? I assume you are gonna get into medical? Lots of wishes for you. May you achieve your dream. And don't forget to stay hydrated! It's  52° in India, right?
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-saffronjo

@-agustellar thankssss like I was worried man ;-; tho I didnt drop by regularly.
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-annestellar

@-saffronjo TANSSSS. I'm alive, just not here sadly. I'll come back after My semester gers overrr. Girl how are you 
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