Hey LilyPad.. I know you won't ever see this, but.. I don't know.. I miss you, a lot.. Kat does too.. I miss you talking about Harry Potter or ranting on about Kat or being super annoyed at Jay.. You didn't deserve this kind of end- not at all.. You deserved a long and prosperous life that lasted 50 years from now. 18. A legal adult, just coming out into the world, and it was cut so short.. You were such an amazing person, Lils.. I understand that you might've hated yourself and that you may have been depressed, but you could have talked to anyone one of us here, or even to Jay.. We all cared- no, we care about you so much. I say it in present tense because I don't think any of us will forget or ever stop caring about you. You were too kind.. Nobody that knew you will forget you. We love you and miss you.