♡ lobotomy barbie ♡

gentle reminder ♡
          
          this year might not have started in the way that you hoped, but that doesn’t mean that your new chance is gone – every morning is a chance to try again, and when the time is right, you’ll be able to take it; please be kind and patient with yourself.

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          ♡ a gentle reminder to be gentle with yourself
          
          ♡ don't be too strict on yourself
          
          ♡ you are doing the best that you can and that's something to be proud of
          
          ♡ you deserve love and happiness, continue your day radiating self-love and kindness!
          
          ♡ continue expressing kindness and love and you will receive it back :)
          
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well. this is fun.
          so, ive been locked out of my account about 15 times in the past three days; i keep changing the password, and as soon as i leave the app, it logs me out and won't accept the password anymore. a bunch of my drafts have been deleted (good thing i saved most of them elsewhere) but still, its fucking frustrating. even a few of my published chapters have gone missing. they're just gone.
          and after all the issues i had with my previous account getting deleted and shit, im honestly not too keen on emailing support because they really don't do much 90% of the time.
          
          so. anyway. im making a new account. insert shrug emoji here. 
          
          im moving all my characters and mini fics and stuff over there, and i'll start replying to roleplays on the new account. it should be completely done in a day or two, depending on how quickly i can finish the new character forms. im not redoing all of my characters; im probably going to drop a bunch of them that are just sitting there, that i dont roleplay or write about. i might have some new characters in the works too lmao
          
          i'll leave this account up for probably quite awhile, so that none of the roleplay or old character information or old fics/drabbles aren't deleted, im just so irritated. 
          
          anyway. new account is @gilded-cage
          i'll start following people from that account today and i'll hopefully be able to start publishing characters & stuff tonight as well.

i work 8 to 5 for the next two days but im gonna try to get some writing done tonight, so if you message me, i SHOULD be able to answer

anyone else planning on doing nanowrimo?

My kink is unloved characters suddenly being loved unconditionally

i cant...... believe....... ive had this account for two years....... what is time who am i

hey guys im changing my name, im not going by ellie anymore!
          
          its actually kind of a long story and ive been thinking about it for a long, *long* time and if you know me you'll know WHY im changing my name, and why i chose my new name (its also a long, personal story, but i also just really, REALLY like my new name). 
          
          anyway- ive stopped going by ellie, and now i go by avery!
          
          (yes, i know, my favorite & most popular oc is named avery lmao, its more of a happy accident than anything. but i didnt name him after me and i didnt name me after him)

god i just. love ghouls. all of them
          every ghoul in any fallout franchise is good & i love them
          thank you for coming to my ted talk

srry ive been gone my brain is broken