-aviothic

Happy New Year everyone! Hope this year will be better for all of us.

_chanceuxx_

❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞

-aviothic

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Teachers be like: " Well,you have no idea how proud your parents get when y'all work hard and get good grades."
           Oh,well. Sometimes no matter how hard I work it's never enough for anyone. In this society,we build a competition around everyone,especially on academic results and I get it to some point. But every parent I see is never satisfied with their child. Parents need to know we are hurting too and we are human beings. We want comfort too and we aren't in this life to please you or anyone. But in the end,the pressure is real. It's not even about learning anymore. It's like who gets the first places is the most respected one and others are trash. Ma'am,I shit you not. I'm just so done with this world..
          
          

_chanceuxx_

❝ it's just really scary how unpredictable people are. at one moment, they make you feel as if you're finally home and get you all comfortable and attached to them and the next they could be so brutally distant and harsh to you. that isn't everyone though. life has its own ways to teach us a lesson that is letting go of what doesn't want to stay. believe me what wants to stay will find a reason to, despite all odds. who wants to genuinely be with you will never abandon you. someone who doesn't wanna stay won't care how deeply you love them. it's a tough lesson to learn. i hope you let go knowing that the better is yet to come. stay strong. ❞

_chanceuxx_

❝ start where you are and move with humility; recognizing that you may make mistakes along the way and that's okay. what matters is that you are showing up. do not let fear or shame consume you. do not invite them into the conversation. give them no power, no voice, no authority, no control. instead, choose grace; knowing that grace will guide your steps and help you to find your footing as you navigate your way to the future. lean in to the fight - even when it's uncomfortable, even when it'd be easier to back down and do nothing. take your stance. there's work to do. the universe is in motion and so should be you. ❞

_chanceuxx_

❝ Maybe you should stop overthinking so much and trust the way life happens. Things change, every year you grow into someone else, every year you have the opportunity to start over again and begin to rise and face the world the way that you want to. Take this with you, you beautiful human being...don't be afraid to fail. Don't be afraid to fall. Don't be afraid to get your heart broken. Don't be afraid at all. The fear is in your head. The doubt is in your heart - and regret survives in the memory -  that is, of you feed it, if you give into it. So please before you go, overthinking is a self-inflicting act. It is the suicide, the doubt of self, the tragedy no one understands. It is instant death without lifting a single word so don't give into it. You know you're stronger than that and capable of so much more. ❞
                                                              ╰┈➤ r. m. drake 

_chanceuxx_

@xSeatherny you know what's the good thing, you realized that you have made some mistakes. Very few people are strong enough to admit that. I can try to help you and I will do whatever it takes to tell you that you aren't what your overthinking self tells you. I'm here okay? ♡
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-aviothic

@_chanceuxx_  I wish I was more forgiving towards myself..I have made mistakes and I regret some of them and later I have found myself thinking about how selfish I have been..so immature. And I have come to admit to myself,that I'm more of an overthinker and it's killing me..from inside. I feel guilty for doing this,because it's hurting me and others,but I can't stop it. It became a part of me,an ugly one.
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