aint no fish inside

between reading my old fanfics that i wrote and old fanfics that i loved, why the fuck did no one tell me that i’m a) an absolute shit writer b) WHY DID I LIKE TORTURING MYSELF?? THEY WERE ALWAYS SO DEPRESSING WHO?? my high peak was really when i was 14 

thank you for everyone who supported me throughout this journey, i will update y’all on when i post my first fic to ao3. until then, goodbye. 

hi, um not sure if anyone checks out my stories. but i posted a new fic, uhh it’s kpop that’s what my account is for now on 
          https://my.w.tt/2hKNdsV10R
          
          read <3 thanks~

so many people are inactive these days because tøp took such a long hiatus, or they changed fandoms but don’t feel like writing joshler fics anymore. with that being said, i’m not sure if i want to continue writing joshler fics, i’ll probably update only “bellyache” and “single” but the rest of the account will probably have bts stuff?? 

does anyone remember a joshler book called, “hang me out to dry” i forgot what author it was by... but i remember reading some of it and it looked interesting. also there was this book i don’t remember the name of or the author but the au was that tyler and josh were in marching band. if anyone can tell me that’d be great! 

i’m still baffled on how my favorite writers on this site follow me? i write shitty fanfics that i rarely update at this point ahhhh

i can’t find words to speak
          i just feel numb
          boy you got me lookin so dumb.
          

why do i write such sad stuff??

REX ORANGE COUNTY A BLESSING TO THIS WORLD!!

hey guys psa, i love alex lawther very much thank you