-bxlleofthebxll-

My boyfriend just single handedly cured my daddy issues as well as all my issues from my past relationship. 
          	
          	How, you ask?
          	
          	He literally cuddled me in his car as I cried. 
          	
          	Reassured me.
          	Made sure I was okay.
          	Took my keys off me and wouldn't let me drive until I was 100% calm and safe. 
          	Gave me kisses, back rubs, hand squeezes. 
          	
          	I love him. 
          	
          	I love him so much. Not one second did I feel like he was annoyed by me. He listened and he listened. 

-bxlleofthebxll-

My boyfriend just single handedly cured my daddy issues as well as all my issues from my past relationship. 
          
          How, you ask?
          
          He literally cuddled me in his car as I cried. 
          
          Reassured me.
          Made sure I was okay.
          Took my keys off me and wouldn't let me drive until I was 100% calm and safe. 
          Gave me kisses, back rubs, hand squeezes. 
          
          I love him. 
          
          I love him so much. Not one second did I feel like he was annoyed by me. He listened and he listened. 

-bxlleofthebxll-

Here's the thing:
          Everyone says abusers don't block their victims and honestly I think that's a lie. 
          
          My abuser, my groomer, my toxic toxic ex has finally blocked me after Years of torturing me from the age of 14. And I know the reason behind that is because he knows he holds no power over me anymore. I have a new boyfriend and my ex realized he doesn't have control over me. 
          
          Not to mention, he's got a new girlfriend now. The girl is 13 years old, he's 23. Do the math. He's found a new victim so he doesn't need me. Thank. God. 
          
          I finally feel as if I can breathe again. All the abuse I suffered at his hands won't go away for a long time but it's lifted a lot and I feel okay again. I know it's gonna take me a while to recover but it's easier now knowing he cannot get to me. Unfortunately he's still grooming and still abusing girls but there's nothing I can do about it. 

-bxlleofthebxll-

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Bruh I've just eaten and I'm still hungry what is this shit 

-bxlleofthebxll-

@DarkenedEclipse739 bestie that's a little harsh ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠•̥⁠`⁠ʔ
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DarkenedEclipse739

you’re just fat it’s not that deep.
            
            
            
            
            JK AHAHAHA KSKSKS
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-bxlleofthebxll-

Wore my hair in pigtails today at work since it's hot and I hate my hair being on my neck when it's hot and the amount of OLD men making comments about how I look "Cute and sweet" honestly scared me 

XxWhite_EclipsexX

@-bxlleofthebxll- Honestly you should've been like, oh really? you won't be saying that when I start throwing hands lmao, also Happy early birthday!!!!
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-bxlleofthebxll-

@XxWhite_EclipsexX and I got "You look very sweet and innocent" which made my skin crawl. I'm a week off from 18 which just- yeah nah I was so pissed off. 
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