does peaceful sadness exist? i just feel very peaceful yet bothered. its kind of like feeling really far away from reality, feeling very lost and disconnected from everything. my headaches keep getting worse and the feeling of dizziness makes me drift away from my own emotions. it has gotten to a point where i helplessly accept every negative thing happening in my life. "its okay, make sure to stay selfless and keep them happy. even if youre getting hurt in the process" is what i would say to myself but god does it absolutely sting to tell her that im okay and that im not bothered by what she does. especially hurts more to see that she believes it.
