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I'm having trouble figuring out what to get my brother for his 20th birthday. This guy buys everything he wants, and even then, most of the things he wants are expensive. And then it doesn't help that it's in 18 days jdjdjdjd

I literally worked one day this week for 5 hours and nothing else. Istg I will cry if I don't work tomorrow because my paycheck will be basically $50 next week. Like at least let me work 10 hours a week, so it'll be around $110. It's crazy that I almost worked for 22 hours last week, and it got cut down by 17 hours this week if I'm not scheduled to work for tomorrow. 

LMAOO SO MY WORK CALLED ME AT 7AM ASKING IF I CAN COME IN BUT I WOKE UP WHEN IT WAS ABOUT TO BE 9 AND I ASKED IF THEY STILL NEED ME TO COME IN AND ALL THEY SAID WAS "NO. THANK YOU." JDJZJ 
          
          THE WORST PART IS, I WAS AWAKE AT 5/6 AM UNTIL I DECIDED TO SLEEP SOME MORE SINCE IT WAS MY DAY OFF. LIKE I KNOW I SHOULDN'T FEEL BAD BUT I DO JDJD

WHY AM I CRYING WHILE LISTENING TO THE GRUDGE BY OLIVIA RODRIGO 

LMAOO, so they went with another candidate, and I'm looking through jobs, but MOST OF THEM PAY $10-$11.50. Like , I'm desperate for a job rn but holy shit, what makes it worse is that MOST of them are part-time. Atp I'll try housekeeping again even if it kills my back, but at least it's $20-$23/hr 

I applied to a kpop store and got the interview done yesterday. Hopefully, they hire me so I can start on Monday if not on the 14th instead jdjdj pray for me 

RANT 2/2 
          
          Also, I had an interview on the 14th of July, and they told me that if I don't hear anything by the 20th, that means they went with other people. However, I decided to call on the 21st and ask for a follow-up just in case. They told me that if I don't hear anything by Monday, aka yesterday, it means they went with someone else since they're still going over applications. 
          
          AND SURPRISE I GOT NOTHING HDHSJSH my friend wants me to call again and ask, but I'mannoyed. Like just send me an email saying the position has been filled even though it's not true 
          
          I hate job searching 

RANT 1/2
          I just got an email about a job rejecting me since they found more qualified people, but the thing is, I applied at the beginning of February???? Like damn, it's been 5 months, you don't need to send anything, I got the hint after a month. And it was at the smiths 
          
          

I'm currently obsessed with uma thurman's poison ivy and it's been years since I saw the movie 

AAHHHH MY SOYEON POLAROID PC IS HERE, IG THEY MARKED IT WRONG