edgy simp .

i just got woken up, basically my stupid mom made a new rule but didn't tell me
          
          
          at my dads house i have to wake up at 9am, i have to do my schoolwork in the living room for 3 hours and i only get ten minute breaks every hour
          
          
          thats 30 minutes out of 3 hours, my sister gets longer breaks than i do
          
          
          i just got told about this and im actually really hurt by this because she never told me, and also i have a super hard time sleeping so what she just did cut off my sleep hours just like yesterday and i almost passed out then.
          
          
          sometimes i fall asleep at 2 or 3 three but lately ive been going to at 4 or 5 so thats 4-5 hours im getting up sleep, this isnt going to help a damn thing
          
          
          she continues to lie to not only me but others and im sick of it. she should've told someone beforehand not after so thats fucked up, less sleep for me and shes not concerned????
          
          
          she knows i stay up late and yet she does this? she saw me yesterday staring off into space and putting my head down while she was 'helping me' i sat there for over 3 hours and in that time i got 3 answers solved, she said she was going to help me but clearly did not. i know venting here wont do shit but no one cares, i already know they dont
          
          
          im a disappoint them and never get praise unlike my siblings and other people. 
          
          
          sorry xiao for using this anon to vent but its the first thing thats open on this account plus your like a mega edgelord so this made since

i declare as of today that xiao doesnt have a last name in the modern au but
          
          
          hes okay with being called xiao edgelord simpington
          
          
          thank you for reading this dumb announcement i found stupidly funny