── i guess i took a hiatus, and tbh i’ve been a lil less stressed from my acc going downhill after “staying away”.
i pulled off something i never thought i’d do, and i’m really proud! and i’m reaching the home stretch of school, so thank god. and i’m spending time with friends irl.
however, something’s been on my mind.
imma be real with y’all, i’m thinking about leaving. hell, i might give away my acc, maybe give it to someone worthy. or just restart this completely.
three, maybe four, years of wattpad, and my peak of writing and motivation was, well, when i first started. i haven’t even spoke to anybody on here in what feels like centuries, and sometimes i wonder why i’m not even at 200 followers, but it’s cause i don’t update and i don’t socialize on here.
basically it’s my fault i’m not as talented or amazing as everybody else is on here.
although i’ve made awesome friends, i have an amazing “child” on here, and i feel bad for thinking about leaving, but this might be it. idk.
plus shit’s hit the fan for me. finals coming up, i’m applying for jobs (yes plural) cause money’s tight, and a family situation is threatening to reach a whole new level, and it’s not a good one. i barely edit (on insta) and the only thing i update is my theme.
plus i’m into new fandoms, like my hero academia and legend of zelda, around the same level as i am with marvel, so probably expect (one last possible) theme change that isn’t marvel or real life. if i restart i’ll let y’all know.
i know y’all are doing your thing and whatever, and i don’t wanna take up anymore of your time if you’re reading this. just know ily guys sm and take some deep breaths, drink water, and take care for the last time (if i leave).
y’all are the best, and tbh y’all deserve better than whatever the hell i am.
─ kay ( -cosmicestelle )